sy frust!

..ntah naper program ni die nak block.....buletin utama tak block pulak...tu la patut d block....eiiiii.....isk

mengong punye priuk nasik

hari ni typhoon melanda japan....so i was house-bound all day...siap tutup shutter-window lagi...ngeri gakla sbnrnya...tambah2 rumah ni agak ringan...di tiup ribut bergoyang2....siap ngn di kelilingi pokok buluh...so each time ribut camtu abis la patah pokok2 buluh tu...hmmm...

p alhamdulillah...ni dah malam....ribut pun dah reda..and alhamdulillah rumah ni xder aper...so penghuni nye pun slamat. ;)

cenggini ha kisah rice cooker...jap...kmk klaka swak jap... bahasa jiwa bangsa...haha

camtok kisah rice cooker yg mengong itu.....kamek tek masak la nyaman2....nothing special...just ayam goreng halia n cendawan masak belacan..hummm...my fav...anyway...tgh masak2..masakla nasi skali...dgn kompiden nie nasik tgh d masak.....

so few minits pastu rice-cooker tu berbunyi...bunyi nasi dah masak...few mins je! gilo ke aper...isk.....bila cek..memang lom masak...so tekan2 la lagi nak masak...xleh! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....stress giler.....ayam dah siap d goreng....sayur memang dah siap...nasi lak takleh d masak......isk isk isk...

setelah mencuba ribuan kali (itu hyperbola ye)....setelah mencuba ribuan kali..beras dlm tu pun dh kembang!....so dgn hati pasrah....makanla ayam n sayur camtu je...isk..nasik takdak....

so pas makan..kemas2 dapur..cuci2 pinggan....b4 tutup lampu dapur...try je la masak nasi lagi skali...tekan nye tekan rice cooker tu....skali nye dapat! ya ampun.....dengki tol rice cooker yg mengong itu! :(

so baru tadi bunyi nasi dah masak...... p tgk jam dah kol 917...so wp lauk masih berbaki...n perut masih lapa sbnrnya...p xperla..kita kuatkan smangat utk tidak makan heavy2 lewat2 cenggini ye kengkawan....

huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i love u...too

sayang...bukan sekadar mengatakan 'i love you'
...bukan sekadar memberi hadiah intan permata...
...bukan sekadar memberitahu satu dunia yang si dia milikmu...

sayang...jagalah hatinya sebaik mungkin...
...jika kerana egomu dia terguris, kerana egomu juga, kau mungkin kehilangannya...

sayang...lumrah wanita...hatinya halus...biar disakiti sejuta kali...jika hatinya masih sayang...dia tetap akan disisi...
...lumrah wanita juga...hatinya cekal...sekali kasihnya berubah...sukarnya mengubah itu kembali...

jadi sayang...menjaga wanita bukan sekadar menjaga dirinya...tetapi juga hatinya...jika dia bahagia, bahagialah dirimu...akan dia jaga bukan sahaja dirimu...tetapi juga hati mu...hartamu...dan paling utama, maruahmu...

ps: sorry la terjiwang kol 3 4 pagi... huhu

jom bercintan dgn zerd

zerd ni...sp yg tau, tau la ek...sp yg tak tau...tak tau la ek...

heh heh...

aku bersama dia kejap je sbnrnya....setahun gurai (ecece....speaking nampak)...masa tu aku kat matriks labuan....

1st impression aku ngn dia? Sombong giler minah tu! ahaha...time tu aku nengok dia dari jauh je la.. pastu kawan aku berkawan ngn kawan dia....so secara proxy nyer kami pun berkawan.

sapa sangka...kawan secara proxy tu jadi bestfriend gila2...aku bahagia ngn dia..ngeh ngeh ngeh. dah macam org bercinta pulak.....ala...bercinta sesama kawan...apa salahnya? :p

aku ngn dia sangat berbeza but yet sangat serupa....paling aku tak dpt lupa...ada skali tu aku lepak kat dorm dia...time tu loker dia terbukak..so aku usha la barang2 dia..dia ada skali la....dgn sungguh terkejut aku cakap mcm ni kat dia, 'gila la makcik. barang kita banyak giler sama'....siyes...dari bedak sampaila ke syampoo, cologne dan sgala...sama brand n sama type....xke gila? sedangkan aku tak penah pun shopping ngn dia b4 tu...uhuhu...kalo takat sama jenis syampoo ke aper aku paham la jugak...ni majoriti brg2 lain sama....haha..tu la antara benda aku xdpt lupa masa memula kawan dia.

pastu kami ska crita kami 2 je..ehehe...ader skali tu..sbb nk privacy, kami g lepak kat 4th floor dorm dia. 4th floor tu memang xder penghuni.bila pk2 balik, giler brani time tu. dahla skali lepak sampai kol 2 3 4 pagi. isk.

malam terakhir aku ngn dia kat matriks, kami lepak all day n all night... smua crita klua. hehe. time tu la aku sedar aku cayangggg sangat kat dia. ala..cayang kat kawan aper salahnya? :p

and now dah dekat nak 5 tahun tak jumpa. aku slalu tgk dia dlm paper jer pun. ms dia dapat offer af, aku la org paling tak percaya. ahahaha...aper punya terokla aku ni sbg kawan. :p xmo trima kenyataan sbnrnya. sampaila list name bebudak af5(af5 ke dia? aku dah lupa)...anyway...sampaila list name tu officially klua....aku pun tumpang la hepi. ms tgk dia ngs dlm tb, aku sangat2 la sedih. zerd bukanlah jenis yg cepat menangis (tak macam aku)... dia cekal sangat hati. dia hafal banyak sangat doa buat bekal...sebab tu hati dia tenang kot...(peringatan untuk mendalami ilmu agama lebih lagi)...

now dia dah fames. aku sbnrnya xska dia jd penyanyi. p aku still kawan dia. bila dia launch dia nyer kompeni, aku syukur sangat2...bila dia grad degree dia....aku lagila bersyukur... aku doakan all the best for you zerd. bila ader kontroversi pasal dia....aku la org2 kepochi nak call dia...hahaha......yg penting aku nak sound dia... hehehe...sorry la makcik....aku sayang ko sangat2 nak tgk ko mcm tu.... mcm la ko takder sapoter lain kan? :p

aku bertuah...dalam hidup aku ni....wp aku tak ramai kawan, tapi aku ada kawan2 mcm zerd....yg aku leh kata kawan sampai mati. korang pun tau saper korang. i love you all. i love u all so much. aku dah banyak kali kena tikam dari depan (tikam dari blakang takyah cakapla kan) and aku tau...time2 camtu, korang akan datang n tolong aku...and aku janji...aku akan berusaha utk jadi kawan sebaik korang. pinky promise..hehe

so kesimpulannya... kawan2 adalah keluarga yang kita pilih (ni kata dr. george o'mailley)...manakala dr.sheldon cooper lak kata,'kawan2 adalah umpama surrogate family'...aku kurang pasti aper maksud dr.sheldon sbnrnya...p The Big Bang Theory sangat lawak. sila la tonton. :p

aperpun....kawan2 adalah keluarga...dan acquaintance are just people we need to work with....tak ramai org tau beza kawan n acquaintance. and owh...skarang ader istilah baru...kawan fb... nanti2 la kita crita psl perbezaan kawan, acquaintance n kawan fb ek. aku dah ngantok. sweetdreams.

assalamualaikum.

;)

i miss my friend

i miss zerd.....honestly i miss all of my friends...all of my beloved true loyal friends...malam ni post ni pasal zerd sbb dia br anta msg kat aku...kat fb...so far dia la yang paling rajin anta msg kat aku...soh aku call dia...agak2 atleast once in 2 weeks dia akan tanya khabar n kluarkan perintah utk aku call dia..hehe...p tiap kali pun aku akan langgar perintah tu...

sorry makcik...aku appreciate sangat ko care pasal aku..terharu sangat2...and aku berdoa sangat2 ko xkan give up checkin on me... :)

ader sbb aku tak call...aku tak mampu nak call n bercerita ngn ko and knowing that aku kna hang up soon n entah bila lagi aku leh call ko...sedih sangat aku nk pk..siyes...

sebenarnya ni apply kat most of my friends...aku jarang call or chat ngn korang bukannya sebab aper...p sbb aku tgh tak mampu skarang nie....aku tgh emosi emo-emo macam neemo...hehe....so aku amik keputusan untuk lebih banyak mendiamkan diri dpd tercerita benda yg tak sepatutnya aku cerita...eheh...ni kan dah cerita sikit? :p

aku ok...i m still engaged....and yes aku masih kat sini (jepun)...struggle nak habiskan master aku. insya Allah pertengahan tahun depan aku habis dan aku akan pulang ke tanahair tercinta.pastu aku akan keja kat ibu pertiwiku bumi sarawak. maybe masa tu boleh lah aku sering kontek korang sbb by then aku dah leh jumpa korang. kalo aku sedih sgt2 aku leh la lari ke mana2 korg ader..korang kan berselerak kat bumi bertuah malaysia tu... hehe...

jadi aku harap dalam tempoh aku bertapa ni,aku harap kengkawan aku takkan berkecik atie ngn aku. korang anta msg ke aper, aku akan layan. p janganlah ambik atie kalo aku tak segirang dulu.aku dah tua.nak melompat2 girang macam muda2 dulu, takut tulang patah pulak...ngeh ngeh ngeh... paham2 la metafora aku tu ek.

aperpun, aku bangga ngn korang smua.so far smua jadi manusia berguna. mampu nak sara diri.tu satu permulaan. pastu kita sara mak bapak kita.pastu kita sara keluarga kita. setiap hari korang turun kerja, adalah hari2 d mana korg adalah warganegara yg menyumbang kepada negara.ecece...aku memang ska melalut mcm ni. :p

so dengan izin Allah kita akan berjumpa lagi....dan aku rindu sangat2 kat korang smua...smua mua mua muaaaaa.... ;)

Well Well Well

Check this out!

2ndly…

Behold Readers!

LOL

I’m sorry for hiding my blog for a week or two…I’ve been to busy to post

a new blog hence I’ve decided to take a step back from this blogging-world (agak menyampah ngn statement nie…huhuhu)

3rdly

It’s finally autumn here and the weather is damn nice…but freezing at night. I love autumn. It’s like the gothic-version of spring. Hehe….i cant really explain it but that’s how I see it.

There’s main event for every season here (or elsewhere perhaps) …

Winter – Snowboarding … I am definitely going this year… Insya Allah….

Spring – Hanami (hanami ke? Jadi confuse jap)…anyway it literally means watching-flower… so hanami is actually picnic under the Sakura Trees that would blossoms for few weeks usually late march to early april every year. Its pretty awesome cuz the sakura would slowly fell like snow…giving us owh-so-romantic-feeling … (hence the name snow-drop in some country .. & cherry-blossoms in other)…

Summer – Hanabi Taikai ( Firework Display and I mean massive firework display…including up to 2-3 hours of display with lots of different colour and shape of firework…so far my favorite is the shape of Heart and Smiley..there’s also bow/candy, some Japanese character, sunflower, flower, fish, famous Japanese cartoons etc) ..this is my favorite…I never get bored watching this…

Then now Autumn! So usually we will go and se the autumn leaves… koyou is what the called it… this year I was so lucky cuz my fiancé (ehemm…I m mentioning you real nicely here! :p ) ….my fiancé organize a doraibu (road-trip) to Sendai and on our way, we make a stop at Zao Echoline…the view was definitely breathtaking..so unbelievably beautiful….my camera and photo-taking technique definitely didn’t do justice to the scenic view…but maybe this can give u the idea…

the sky is crazy-beautiful that day. Crazy-Beautiful! That is where i discovered my clouds-fetish! :p

this is Zao Echoline...its actually a highway(?) i dont know how to describe it....imagine how we used to hike into the wild? well this is driving-into the nature....the road is amazing! its crazy how they manage to maintain such a good road (not bumpy watsoever) in this secluded but tourist-packed area!

oh well...the truth is, we went there a little bit early...hence the leaves are not totally 'autumnized' yet...

Indah kan ciptaan Allah… ;)

p/s: my deepest condolences to all Indonesian for the enraging act of Mother nature on their land… I know my country will definitely send rescue-team…so jangan attack diaorg k? we are just tryin to help..Let puts our differences aside for a while and unite as human…

i'm a proud Sarawakian from Malaysia!

good advice

someone gave me a really good advice the other day. shame on me, that person was two years younger than i am. oh well..age didnt really matters when it comes to maturity. i learned that the hard way.

anyway...she helps me to see things from a 3rd person perspective. all along i've been seeing things from my own perspective n his...i tend to 4get that they are people who are also affected with my decision...

all of our posts on fb n twitter n blogs or on any type of media on the internet, actually reflects who we really are. i m known as someone who are overly emotional n attached at times and i bet it is clearly shown through my posts. i just hope my employer wont read this. isk... but then they hired me for who i am and i am trying to be the best as i can be as a person as well as an employee.
i bet all of us know this already but yet we need to be reminded from time to time again. it is so easy to let our feelings control the best of us when expressing ourself online...simply cuz we r alone when we r doing it n thus we feel comfortable expressing anything on our mind (n heart).

Hidup yang Indah

Bercinta

Merancang perkahwinan

Bercinta

Membeli rumah

Menghias Rumah

Bercinta

Berkahwin

Berpindah ke rumah sendiri

Bercinta

Memulakan kehidupan sebagai seorang isteri

Bercinta

Mendapat berita gembira diri sudah berbadan dua

Bercinta

Memulakan kehidupan sebagai seorang ibu

Bercinta

Mengandung selama 9 bulan

Menimang cahaya mata

Menatang anak ibarat minyak yang penuh

Bercinta

Suka dan duka mendidik anak

Melihat anak-anak membesar dan berjaya

Bercinta

Melihat anak head-over-heels dengan pasangan di pilih

Bercinta

Tersengih sendiri melihat bakal menantu yang gementar

Menerima menantu ke dalam keluarga

Bercinta

Menimang cucu

Bercinta

Duduk di halaman rumah, memerhatikan cucu-cucu bermain girang

Bercinta hingga ke akhir hayat

indahnya kehidupan ini...

akhirat jangan di lupa...

Spirit Girl

ok..this is really scary...

the girl took a video of her apartment using her keitai(hp) and somehow she captured 2 'ghosts' in her apartment.

i m not kidding when i said please dont watch it if you are living alone...(like me! iskkk! i sleep with the lights on for so many nights after watching this)...

myMetro | Tikam perut rakan akibat dikutuk dalam Internet

myMetro | Tikam perut rakan akibat dikutuk dalam Internet

i m getting tired of fb n twitter lately....ask my partner and u'll know why... :(

i m still me

i believed that my past posts are quite heavy

...and someone told me to be more careful with my words...

thank you for the reminder...

i was just speaking my mind n what's on my mind are actually really heavy...isk...if only u guys can get into my mind n see things from my point of view.

ok

lets talk about something lighter...

i m thinking of getting japanese driving license...

i m still thinking about it n so far all i've ever did is casually browsing through website regarding the written-test. that is so me...thinking deep n hard about so many thingsss....
in japan its a True or False question...n we need to at least get 7 right out of 10 questions... its a logical question actually.. e.g It is ok for you to drive after you took a small amount of alcohol or drugs, and did not feel dizzy. True or False? (try jawab!)

...here are some of other questions

;)

its not that hard i guess....i just need to study the road-signs in japan....it can be quite different than what we have back home....

gosh..i really want that license! wish me luck! :D

Breaking up with your partner because of her/his annoying/n such family member

I have a girlfriend who is facing this delicate n complicated matter. Initially, her boyfriend family seems to be very nice and accept her as the way she is. It all changes as they become closer. His mum even said this, 'memang lah memang takkan ada menantu yang boleh memuaskan hati mak mertua'. This phrase is in my some-things-are-better-left-unsaid list. The mom didn't tell my friend directly to her (thank god), she found out about this through her own partner. Pity her.

Anyway, my friend's situation becomes worst by the month. First they accused her being a gold-digger (her boyfriend is not even that rich. Both of them are working and earn a respectable amount of salary). Then they accused her of asking expensive jewelries from him (still under the gold-digger accusation). Then they said she is using him to get what she wants. Recently the family accuses her of being an irresponsible partner, cuz she didn't prepare his meal, do his laundry, and clean his house and such. OMG… she is not even his wife yet!

She is someone so dear to me and it actually kills me to know that she is in such situation. Why is she still with him? It's a wonder to me as well.

As someone who is raised in a very tight-family-bond, I feel sorry for the guy. He must be in a very complicated situation. It's his family and it's his love. Our family is perfect to us and may be imperfect to others but when it becomes a problem for you to make your own family, it's complicated. It's messy. Unless the guy is the one who makes his family believe that the girlfriend is actually a gold-digger and such. We would never know.

What ever it is girlfriend…I wish you all the best. If it is not worth it, then just let it go…. What's the point of trying to 'mengajar ketam berjalan lurus'… and never ever ask him to choose between you or his family cuz 'air dicincang takkan putus' and family do matters.

keinggasannnn

ingga ku nangga laki yang dah ada kapel g flirt around rah twitter la fb la...nang antap la...lebih ingga bila nya flirt ngn smua empuan yg nya kenal...iboh antap gilak ehh...kitak ya dah berpunya...mun empuan yg molah gia...kompem bergegar dunia tok sbb kitak ngamok...tol sik? iboh antap gilak k? ingga nyawa knak...

1. dont ever judge the book by its cover.

2. people think that people think this. we cant tell people to stop thinking(&assuming), but we can tell ourself to stop caring so much.

3. kuih sepit berasal dari kaum cina and i think it is more famous in sarawak then it is in other part of malaysia. friends, it has nothing to do with popia.. ;)

4. chat with my friends lastnite and she is so unhappy in her relationship. she is still in that relationship cuz she is hoping that guy wud become the person she once known.*sighhhhh* my friend...*sighhhhhh*...

5. i cant believe its already october. in 9 days time, i m enggaged for exactly 2 years...i cant believe that either.