kmklah pengantin xjadi ya...

1. My wedding is postponed....

2. Enjoy this song...

Songwriters: Young, Adam

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
'Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude
But I would just stand and stare
I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance
A fox trot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball that's just hanging by a thread
I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep
Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep
To ten million fireflies
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell
But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar
I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep
I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep
I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seems

_owl city_fireflies_

A - AVAILABLE: maybe not...maybe yes... :p

B - BIRTHDAY: august 7th 1986

C - CRUSHING ON: nth... mls nk pk

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: plain water

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: my close friends

F - FAVORITE SONG: any song that i can sing along...

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: bears ofkoz

H - HOMETOWN: kuching...sarawak a place like no other

I - IN LOVE WITH: myself n my family n my loving friend

J - JUGGLE: is someting my dad is great at

K - KILLED SOMEONE: not yet

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: from kch to btu...miss those days...

M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: choc or strawberry

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 4

O - ONE WISH: i wish all my wish come true... :p

P - PERSON YOU CALLED:sumone who doesnt answer my call anymore...

R - REASON TO SMILE: i am loved and will always be that way...

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: its tearin up my heart

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: today? 4 am...and i went to sleep at 2pluz...just so u know....

U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: hmmm...wana apa maok?

V - VEGETABLE(S):i lurveeee....esp midin...except tauge...its not even a real vege...

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: the regular chest x-ray and my ankle...

Y - YOYOS ARE:fun fun fun and i can do lots of tricks with it... :)

Z - ZODIAC SIGN: the great LEO...roarrrrrrrrr

the sweetest thing

....ramey gik orang sayang kitak fiela...just because sorang sik sayang kitak, sik bermakna sekda dah sekda orang sayang kitak...

i m lucky...i've been loved n in love and i know it will always be that way....

puan fiela? errr..Ms.fiela okay!

twice today i was called 'puan'...

the first one, 'slamat petang puan'
...i cut him short. 'cik!'
'aper?' shocked, he asked me to repeat...
'saya cik. bukan puan!' i said that with a stern voice...but smilling sweetly in the same time... smiling... he apologize...

2nd time...after long elaboration on what they are serving today...he said, 'puan nak makan aper?'

whattttt???
but he is showing that i'm bz-please-dcd-quick face.....so i just simply said, 'chicken please...'

all through my meal i keep on asking what is it about me today that people actually keeps on calling me puan...isk... was it my clothes? or how i paint my face? well.. my make up just like any other day...brownish-dark eye make-up n sum blusher...n the dryness makes my lips all red....bloody red.....not that its cracked or anything...just simply bloody red....

come to think about it, perhaps that is why they call me puan...usually married lady use red blood lipstick...teens like me, if i am still considered a teen that is :p ,we prefer lipgloss...light pink... or nude....

urghhhh...i am not married people.... huhu

xda cerita...cuma ceriti...

obviously i have nothing much to say....skadar rambling dalam blog.....ramble ramblu....hmmm



its getting colder here...just when i thought its getting warm...the temperature drops again.....now its about -1 degree Celsius....its supposed to snow earlier today…but it rain instead…..the snow comes with the rain and melted right before it touches the land….you can actually see white snow drops together with the rain…. It wouldn’t be this awfully cold if it’s snowing instead…cuz then I can focus on the snow rather than thinking about how cold it is and how my hand is aching from the cold…due to the fact that I have yet to buy myself at least a pair of gloves…

Valentine’s Day will be celebrated nationwide on Sunday … or more precisely on 14 February… I am not someone who celebrated it… just that the fact how valentine’s day is celebrated in Japan caught my attention. People told me that on 14 February, girls (instead of guys) would give chocolate to the guy that they like or had a crush on..well..you get the idea…then a month later…if the guy feels the same way…he would response to this….lebih kurang camya laaahhh….if you need more precise detail, google kan ada… :p

Cute ain’t it? Girls taking the control… ;)

p/s…I am planning to buy myself godiva anytime soon…each time I said that, I would remember Blair Waldorf from Gossip Girl…. She loves godiva choc….and that is precisely why I need to try some…although it cost about rm20 per one small piece…and that is among the cheapest ones…. Hmmm….. waiting for that someone to buy it for me...seems like its not anytime soon….so….a girl had to do wat a girl had to do….and with that I rest my case…

interesting...The Haiti EarthQuake...

An anonymous left this comment on my blog, under the title ‘tengah menikmati rasa best’…I wonder what is the connection between my post n the earthquake…isk….anyway….his/her comment left me pondering…

here is the comment;

China and Russia put the blame on some screwed up experiments of US for the earthquake that happened in Haiti.
Chinese and Russian Military scientists, these reports say, are concurring with Canadian researcher, and former Asia-Pacific Bureau Chief of Forbes Magazine, Benjamin Fulford, who in a very disturbing video released from his Japanese offices to the American public, details how the United States attacked China by the firing of a 90 Million Volt Shockwave from the Americans High Frequency Active Auroral Research Program (HAARP) facilities in Alaska
If we can recollect a previous news when US blamed Russia for the earthquake in Georgio. What do you guys think? Is it really possible to create an earthquake by humans?
I came across this [url=http://universalages.com/hot-news/what-happened-in-haiti-is-it-related-to-haarp/]article about Haiti Earthquake[/url] in some blog it seems very interesting, but conspiracy theories have always been there.

i think the url he/she is referring to is this, What happened in Haiti? Is it related to HAARP?

i'm too tired to read the long long article....honestly...but at a glance, in my opinion, it is possible for human to create earthquake....we have spend years and years trying to understand 'earthquake' ...and as they often describe it, it is due to the shifting of the tectonics plate...its like layers underneath us move and it cause the earth to shake…...and if i am not mistaken, it is the same way how tsunami happen and how mountains and 'banjaran' (i forget what is 'banjaran' in english)...how mountains n banjaran were form thousands of years ago...

but as for me….so what if its due to human-wrong-doing? Half of us are obsessing about creating wars…another half is obsessing about who to blame regarding the wars…but none of us really do anything…..wars still happening….they are creating nuclear weapon…and its not even impossible they are also generating bio-weapon….human fights human…for a place they owe from god…

We are here just for a while…then death comes….why not try to make our life as sweet as possible and also prepare ourselves for the judgment day?

I have my belief…and to my belief I will stay true…

our earth is tired…she’s old and its nearly the end of time….signs after signs are appearing…its time….its near…its so near yet so far….just prepare yourself…

p/s: i am rambling.....forgive me for any mistake...like i said...i am too tired... :(

...yet she couldn't help wondering sometimes why he had spent so much time courting her if he didn't want to spend the time with her now.

_nicholas spark_

Buat satu barisan

The Japanese loves to queue…..and I love them even more for their unbelievably attitude almost 90% of the time….well so far its 100% for me…never ever i see them failed to queue whenever they needed to….even to go to the restroom!

Enough said…picture said a thousand words…and I have some of them here...some are mine...some are others...

waiting for the train at Shinjuku Station

wait for others to exit the train...then entering the train...still in queue... (picture from lesterho.com)

...i have few other pictures....but for one reason or another, i couldn’t upload them...so i gave up...

but i think i've make my points....they love to queue up and they are civilized enough to wait patiently for their turn…without even trying to cut the queue….i love this country more and more each day… ;)

stupid idiotic people

i am so sick of racist statement on facebook....doesn't matter who you are...doesn't matter how unpopular you are...just stop making such statement....it hurts other people feelings...just stop! people get hurt by your statement and it will spread like wild-fire...people fights and argue...if it get worsen...riots...even more worse, war!!!!!!

so keep your stupid idiotic selfish thoughts to yourself! nobody needs to hear it...if you need that popularity that badly, post ur naked pictures instead!!!! you might even get some cash from it!!!

urghhhhhh......

DEREK: "I met a woman last night."
MEREDITH: "You met a woman last night."
DEREK: "I'm telling you this because we don't keep secrets. I don't keep secrets. Nothing happened. She was pretty. I noticed. And we talked."
MEREDITH: "You met a woman last night."
DEREK: "Yeah."
MEREDITH: "So, should I be worried or something?"
DEREK: "Should you be worried that I met a woman? No. Should you be worried that, for me, flirting with that woman was a highlight of my week? Yeah, you should be worried."

_a quote from grey's anatomy S02E24_

final year...

Final year is here…..just around the corner….me? Feels like I’m still new here…trying to learn as much as I can….going back to UNIMAS wouldn’t be easy for me. The skeptics and jealousy would make it so much harder…the only way I can overcome this is with knowledge…..knowledge is the only-tool to overcome the skeptics and the jealous-people….maybe jealous is not really the right word to describe them…dengki-people suits them better….maybe…..

I only met them once and already I can hear the I-wish-you-fail tone. What is wrong with them? They have everything (at least they have the post and no doubt the knowledge…or they wouldn’t be where they are now)….what’s the point of trying to crush down us who are still trying to publish ourselves? Who are still trying to be someone... or most of all, us who are still learning and will always be learning and studying and trying to achieve what they had achieved and certainly will try to achieve more than them…well…maybe that’s the problem…they want to stay on-top….aiya…..baru saya faham…. :p

Faking it till it’s real…good luck people…don’t give up… ;)