..for months i was awfully bitter inside when people start to talk about weddings n such..but lately i am damn excited n had butterfly in my stomach thinking bout the wedding..The wedding of Mohd Zacaery Khalik & Siti Khadijah Reduan ..haha..sik taukla knak..p kmk nang tumpang excited..tumpang lok ahh.. :p . So hepi for u guys... Andra Afisham Yusuf&EMmaz XLovezz Akma bila gik? others? cpat2.leh kmk tumpang excited juak!
dats my fb status tonight...
am i crazy for getting so excited for both of them? they were planning their wedding...december wedding and from time to time one of them will post their status regarding the wedding-planning...and whenever i read them...i would smile and 'fell head-over-heels' with their excitement...i dont know why....iskk....i guess i am just awfully happy for him, my childhood friend...and her, the girl he chose to spend the rest of his life with..
i am dying to go to this wedding.....i really am...i even make a mental-note to find a reasonably cheap flight-ticket and make sure i am free that week. i badly wanna attend the wedding.
i hope this officially lift the 'curse' that has been haunting me for months...yup...dats my confession....for months i feel awfully bitter and upset whenever people talk about their wedding or their friends wedding (wedding pun upset...apatah lagik marriage!)...whenever someone start to talk about it, i wud silently bit my lips and try not to get emotional. its the worse 'curse' ever....cuz i love weddings.....i was born to believe in love and to hope for a fantasy-romantic love-life...
pathetic?
yeahhh...i guess so.... it is pathetic when you still hope for fairy and unicorn and charming prince riding his black shining horse and he wud sweep u off ur feet and u will live happily ever after in a far far away land where the birds can sing and there's rainbow every day... :p (uhhh....diz makes me wanna watch Enchanted all over again)...
watever people...i am picking up the pieces and try to be the happy-cheerful-positive fiela once again...pray for me... ;)