its his 14th bday....and i'll be 24 soon....so the gap between us is actually 10 years...my elder sister is 26, younger sister is 21 and my another brother is 18...i love them so much...god knows...
kadang2 terfikir...sampai bila lah nk rs homesick camni? i am 24 for god sake...some of my friends even has their own child already...but i guess having the type of love/care/shelter that my parents has provided for us and will continuously give, will make it impossible to stop being homesick whenever we are away...
my mum and my dad is the greatest....they pampered us...but not too much till we cant stand on our own two feet...mum, dad...i miss you....so terribly very much....
what saddened me most is that when i am out on my own, i let others hurt me and i hurt myself....sedangkan all my parents has done is protecting me and teaching me to take care of myself...i feel like i am letting them down in one way or another...i am so sorry for hurting myself and letting others bring painful tears to me....cuz i know...whenever i m hurt...you guys feel the pain a hundred times even worst....
i miss my sisters and my cousin munee....they are my everything....i miss my brothers....they are my strength...my everythin....no words can describe how much i need them in my life...
i miss you guys so much...i'll be home soon enough...i promise....
p/s: ....never ever let someone hold your heart in their hand...cuz they will crush it....intentionally or not...