Freezing Hand

There's nothing much lately. Not going anywhere that much….limited budget..heh heh…after all I came here mainly to sit for the entrance exam… ;)

Weirdly…the weather is getting colder and colder each day…and today, for the first time since I came, it's raining. I said it's weird cause I thought the weather should slightly be less colder since its entering spring….but I'm wrong. I'm not sure if this is normal or it's because of the global warming. We all know the weather worldwide has changed dramatically lately…blame it on us…

I have another one week to go before coming back to Malaysia. Honestly, I don't know what to feel. Back home, there are just so much to do…another level of the preparation and I have such a limited time to do so.

Even now I don't know what to feel. I'm looking forward to further my study. In the same time I can't help but feeling a bit worried about the fact that I'm doing research in quite a new field for me. Luckily I have that ability to fake my self-confident till I actually gain a real one. :p (it helps people. Self-confident is the biggest key of our success and if you can't find any in yourself, fake it. And before you know it, your true self-confident will resurface. :D )

Hve a pleasant day friends...don't let anything to ruin your day today...not a single thing! :D

Nyum nYum nyUm nyuM

Other than the low…low temperature that keeps my hand freezing all the time and makes it hard for me to breathe and my lip are so dry and so does my skin… ( complain complain complain! :P ) … I cherish every moment I spend here. Went to eat sushi again yesterday and (proudly saying this…ahax) my fiancée said I can eat raw Japanese food..heh heh…..cant deny though, the are some that really makes my eyes all watery and feels like throwing up…like that sotong-sushi….urghhhhh…. hehe ….other than that, it's fun trying all this new cruisine (can I use cruisine?..hurmsss)...

...something that I can't make myself to eat...its raw-sotong....not really sure actually...huhu

the ooey-gooey urgh-urgh natto..hehe....its actually soya bean...my guess was its fermented...lebih kurang la.. :p



...onigiri(mun salah sorry aaaa)........bagi kmk its a family of sushi...hehe....luarnya seaweed...dlmnya nasik kepal...berintikan seperti tuna or telur ikan... lurve it.. :)

mi-kolok versi jepun. .. :p

sushi......nang nyaman....unbeatable.....huwaaaaa.....i bet i'll miss sushi the most when i'm home... :p....sushi king sekpat lawan la...mungkin sbab makanan sitok fresh...



maguro-don......he said its tuna...maguro is tuna mun sik salah..heh heh....another favourite of mine......

...nyum nyum nyum.....

…My life so far…

 

So far…hurmsss…….

1. The interview…on 13^th Feb…I can say it's successful since I can sit for the entrance exam. :)
   
2. The entrance exam…on 16^th Feb.. I didn't dare to say anything yet…owh..maybe I can say I'm quite positive about it?.... :D
   
3. Another interview…(last Friday was with the university hurms…the dean and associates…heh heh...the truth is, I don't really get it when they introduce themselves..amd asking them to repeat their words each time is 'not nice'..it's an interview after all…)….k..back to this interview. Another interview…after the exam… this time with my most respected supervisor… Prof. Matsushita Misao…very pleasant..and most importantly for me right now, he can speak English… :p
   
4. Another interview is on 26^th Feb…I know…so many interviews and exam…. I'll do my best!....aja aja fighting….(eheh..ya Korean nak?)…. :p
   

 

Till then people…mok klua jap..beli beras…hahaha….on my own!..kelak cerita membeli barang di tempat orang when you have no idea what they are talking about…owhhhh…same thing happen during my exam yesterday…isk….am I allowed for self-pity? :p

...my bedtime story,,,

My mind is so crowded right now. I can’t sleep, can’t study, can’t do anything. Keeps on pushing myself to study and I know one’s mad at me…but what can I do? I can’t study under this situation. Incomprehensive?

Life should be great. Should be great? Should be?　Hahaha... Doesn't mean that it will be stress free right?

Even a child has her own worries. She worries that the monster under her bed comes out and eats her when she’s sleeping. She is so worried that she can’t sleep that night. Then along come daddy, comforting her and promise to sit by her bed all night. Secured, she feels warm inside and she goes to her utopia…

I wish I’m her. I wish my case is as simple as hers. Sleeping always been a problem to me. Either I fall asleep too easily or I can’t sleep at all. I tend to force myself to sleep when I’m under pressure. I will doze off for a couple of hours and then lay awake for the rest of the night. Coffee has no effect with my sleepiness. Let it be a mug or a teapot of coffee, I will fall asleep if I want to. Only a mind full with worries and trouble and anxiety can keeps me awake all night.

I can’t sleep well in bright lighted room. I’ll wake up at the slightest sound. It’s hard to go back to sleep once something or someone wakes me up…

Not mentioning how much I hate the light once I’m in the dim-lighted room for sometime. If I have my own house, I guess it will be lighted with dim lights. The bright white light will only be used under certain circumstances.

I should go back to studying. Before one checks on me again… : (

Aper dia cakap?

Assalamualaikum..….i'm in such in a good spirit…you all know why right... :P

Yup..i'm in Japan….arrived yesterday…a bit proud of myself…for coming here totally alone. I was so nervous…but when you're turning 23 you can't expect your dad to accompany you each time you're going somewhere new…right? :D

I love this country instantly. Everyone (at least everyone to me) was so polite and a smile always wrinkles up their face.

But then…hujan batu di negeri sendiri, hujan emas d negeri orang, lebih baik negeri sendiri. :D

So far so good…and my favourite phrase of the day was, "Aper dia cakap?" hahaha…luckily I have such a patience translator. :P

Till then….i have exam soon…isk…..ya tujuan datang sitok sebenarnya….isk isk