Feeling
bitter
Lots
of reason to feel bitter…. :(
On
the bright side, someone is coming today! It is the weekend! Hoyeah…family
gathering..eating and lots and lots of chit-chatting in the kitchen I am sure!
LDR..ehe…we
even have a glamorous name for it…..aiya..it means long-distance relationship.
You’ll
never get used to it. Trust me.
You
can only handle it and don’t let it control your life.
At
first, I thought I will be ok with it…I can fly there now and then…then come
the crazy-hormone-imbalance…the challenge to stay calm and don’t let it rule
your life suddenly seem impossible…so…pulanglah kepada-Nya…yup…that’s all.
2
of my dearest friends is getting married this year.
Alhamdullillah.
As someone
married myself, I can’t even begin to explain how happy I am for you guys.
The
happiness that comes with marriage is indescribable.
You
guys will fight…ok…in my case, we will still fight and argue…but the best
advice someone gave me on ‘fighting/arguing’ is, make sure the fight makes you
two closer…
It
will be hard… :) suddenly you have this one person that will be with you for
the rest of your life
It
will be easier…. :) suddenly you have this one person that will be with you for
the rest of your life
Suddenly
my bestfriend is mine! He is mine ok
Haha….
Suddenly
I can share every single thing with my bestfriend
Suddenly
I have someone to rely on…a shoulder to lean to…a chest to tumbuk bila geram
(naah…don’t do that! :p )…
The
most important thing, don’t share your stories with others…especially the ‘problems’…the
fights, the argument, the cold-war…just don’t…share it with Allah…because behind
closed doors, no one-else knows…no-one else…
Forgive
me for saying this, but us girls (girls?! OMG..haha)…anyway…us girls tend to do
this. No matter what our intention is, just don’t do it. Sooner or later, you
will regret doing so.
And
that my friend, end our session today. :P