Something to ponder

Jika kamu memancing ikan....setelah ikan itu terlekat di mata kail, hendaklah kamu mengambil terus ikan itu....janganlah sesekali kamu lepaskan ia semula ke dalam air begitu sahaja....kerana ia akan sakit oleh kerana bisanya ketajaman mata kailmu dan mungkin ia akan menderita selagi ia masih hidup.

Begitulah juga setelah kamu memberi banyak pengharapan kepada seseorang...setelah ia mula menyayangimu hendaklah kamu menjaga hatinya....janganlah sesekali kamu terus meninggalkannya begitu sahaja....kerana dia akan terluka oleh kenangan bersamamu dan mungkin tidak dapat melupakan segalanya selagi dia mengingatimu....

Jika kamu menadah air biarlah berpada…jangan terlalu mengharap pada takungannya dan janganlah menganggap ia begitu teguh.... cukuplah sekadar keperluanmu....Apabila sekali ia retak tentu sukar untuk kamu menampalnya semula....akhirnya ia dibuang....sedangkan jika kamu cuba membaikinya mungkin ia masih boleh digunakan lagi....

Begitu juga jika kamu memiliki seseorang terima lah seadanya....Janganlah kamu terlalu mengaguminya dan janganlah kamu menganggapnya begitu istimewa, anggaplah dia manusia biasa…Apabila sekali dia melakukan kesilapan bukan mudah bagi kamu untuk menerimanya....akhirnya kamu kecewa...meninggalkannya. Sedangkan jika kamu memaafkannya boleh jadi hubungan kamu akan berterusan hingga ke akhirnya....

Jika kamu telah memiliki sepinggan nasi...yang kamu pasti baik untuk dirimu. Mengenyangkan. Berkhasiat. Mengapa kamu berlengah, cuba mencari makanan yang lain…Terlalu ingin mengejar kelazatan. Kelak, nasi itu akan basi dan kamu tidak boleh memakannya. Kamu akan menyesal.

Begitu juga jika kamu telah bertemu dengan seorang insan.....yang kamu pasti membawa kebaikan kepada dirimu. Menyayangimu. Mengasihimu. Mengapa kamu berlengah, cuba membandingkannya dengan yang lain. Terlalu mengejar kesempurnaan. Kelak, kamu akan kehilangannya apabila dia menjadi milik orang lain. Kamu juga yang akan menyesal....

p/s: diz wasn't mine. Copy & paste it from sumwhere.. :)

Expectancy

Never expect your partner to do it if you didn't tell them yourself.

I always thought that I've been in enough relationships before to know and understand this fact. Never expect your partner to do it if you didn't tell them yourself. If they did, it's a very warm and pleasant surprise for you but if they don't, it spelt D.I.S.A.S.T.E.R. ok…maybe not disaster, but usually it'll make the two of you fights.

Girls expect boys to call them always…

Boys expect girls to give them space to watch football…

Girls expect boys to understand why some time she is so moody…

Boys expect girls to understand why they can be so stressful some time…

The list goes on and on.

But sometimes girls forgot to stop expecting things and start hoping and wishing he would do something that she wants but refuse to tell him.

Never expect your partner to do it if you didn't tell them yourself.

If you want something, let them know. Be honest but soft and gentle or you'll be known as a 'controlling queen'. :P

Have a nice day people and stop arguing over small simple things.

LDR

LDR=long distance relationship.

The end.

Sometimes...

Sometimes i hate the rain....it makes me remember all the stuff that i'm trying to forget.
Sometimes i love it...cuz the day seems cleaner after the rain...the grass look greener and fresh.

Sometimes i hate my life especially when i feel like i'm losing control of it.
Sometimes i just love it cuz i know i am lucky to be blessed with such a wonderful family and friends.

hahaha....didnt really kno what i'm trying to say.... :p

lets play my bro's psII.....anyone interested to join? lets play the resident evil shall we?....hurm...

Things I have learnt…

1. They can only advice, the decision is yours to make… but if you don't follow their advice, they will be heartbroken…deal with that.
   
2. You can do whatever you think is right, make the best decision for yourself….do something that we would do for you….cause we are right…you are…hmmm
   
3. Though there are saying' learn from your mistakes'…don't you ever ever make your own decision because your decision is always wrong and just plain wrong.
   
4. If you have problems, we can always discuss. If you are unhappy with what we said, tell us, then we can argue…or at least you can see our sad faces and feel bad about that.
   

   
   

   Entahlah
   

   Ever feel so hopeless before?
   

   It's like everything that you do is just plain wrong?
   

   Your mind... people tells you to make your own decision, but when you do, they disagree with you. When you ask for their advice, they said it's all up to you. When you finally decide, they get disappointed and said you don't discuss with them at first. Didn't I tried to discuss it first? I did, didn't I?
   

   How can I discuss my problem with people that I'm not comfortable to talk with? Person that are so close to me but yet I keep my feelings and problems from them cause I'm just not able to share what exactly I feel…and every time I tried, I fail because it will makes me realize that what I want doesn't matter. Because what I want is just 'negative'…
   

   It makes me so confuse and lose track…till I forget what that I want is. I have plans. I have good plans…well used to…till I have to discuss it and it just dissolve into air, just like the words I said. Nobody listens….they hear my voice…but it's just a voice…discuss is an interaction between two or more people right? Right?
   

   They want us to go grow up and be independent. Be able to make your own decision. Is that so? What about the time when you tell us your dreams about us? When you said you wish we would do this and that…are we suppose to just ignore it or what?
   

   People tells me to be more frank with what I feel, what I think. Then I have to deal with the pain myself? The pain of breaking your heart because I have my own idea and it doesn't match yours? Or the pain I feel when seeing you being so frustrated that I didn't agree with you?...
   

   Sometimes I'm just so confused and blocked all of my feelings. Oh please…nobody really has the time to hear me out anyway….life must go on…
   

Lincoln’s Letter to his Son’s Teacher

He will have to learn, I know,

that all men are not just,
all men are not true.
But teach him also that
for every scoundrel there is a hero;
that for every selfish Politician,
there is a dedicated leader…
Teach him for every enemy there is a friend,

Steer him away from envy,

if you can,
teach him the secret of
quiet laughter.

Let him learn early that

the bullies are the easiest to lick…
Teach him, if you can,
the wonder of books…
But also give him quiet time
to ponder the eternal mystery of birds in the sky,
bees in the sun,
and the flowers on a green hillside.

In the school teach him

it is far honourable to fail
than to cheat…
Teach him to have faith
in his own ideas,
even if everyone tells him
they are wrong…
Teach him to be gentle
with gentle people,
and tough with the tough.

Try to give my son

the strength not to follow the crowd
when everyone is getting on the band wagon…
Teach him to listen to all men…
but teach him also to filter
all he hears on a screen of truth,
and take only the good
that comes through.

Teach him if you can,

how to laugh when he is sad…
Teach him there is no shame in tears,
Teach him to scoff at cynics
and to beware of too much sweetness…
Teach him to sell his brawn
and brain to the highest bidders
but never to put a price-tag
on his heart and soul.

Teach him to close his ears

to a howling mob
and to stand and fight
if he thinks he's right.
Treat him gently,
but do not cuddle him,
because only the test
of fire makes fine steel.

Let him have the courage

to be impatient…
let him have the patience to be brave.
Teach him always
to have sublime faith in himself,
because then he will have
sublime faith in mankind.

This is a big order,

but see what you can do…
He is such a fine little fellow,
my son!

~ Abraham Lincoln~

Kenapa saya selalu lewat ke pejabat?

Kenapa saya selalu lewat ke pejabat?

Saya bangun awal. Uiii…..awal sungguh saya bangun. Sekitar 3 pagi, saya sudah mengetuk2 papan kekunci komputer riba saya (maklumlah, banyak 'keja'..heh heh). Jam 4 saya akan turun ke bawah dan membuat air untuk diri sendiri supaya tidak mengantuk.

Menghampiri jam 5, saya akan mula berasa cemas, sebab kerja yang perlu disiapkan belum siap dan mungkin tidak sempat siap. Namun saya tidak berputus asa. Berehat sebentar, menjalankan tanggungjawab. Kemudian, dalam keadaan adrenalin mengalir ke seluruh urat saraf, dan jantung 'berdetak-detum' kerana cemas, saya gagahkan juga menyiapkan kerja yang perlu disiap namun belum siap dan mungkin tidak sempat siap.

Jam 5.28 pagi, kerja yang tadinya belum siap dan mungkin tidak sempat siap, akhirnya siap juga. Saya berhenti membuat kerja dan membuka Facebook pula. Oh…itu amat penting untuk menghentikan aliran adrenalin di dalam badan sebelum membuat kerja lain.

Pada jam 5.35, saya kena mandi dan bersiap-siap.

Jam 5.55, aliran adrenalin di dalam badan bermula sekali lagi. Jantung yang tadinya sudah tenang, 'berdetak-dentum' dengan lebih pantas. Saya belum memilih pakaian, belum menseterika dan belum bersiap-siap. Macam mana ini?(detik hati saya yang 'berdetak-dentum').

5 minit kemudianàmemilih baju

5minit selepas 5 minit tadiàmasih memilih baju

3minit selepas 5 minit keduaàmula menseterika pakaian

15 minit selepas itu, selesai menseterika pakaian.

Maksudnya sekarang sudah jam 6.23.

Oh tidak! Hanya 7 minit untuk bersiap?!

Hahaha….and the rest is history. I have to get out from my house by 6.40 the latest, or I'll be late for sure and get a 'red-print' on my punch card. Isk….

Seriously…. I need to be more serious….

Aku & Kau@Ko

I have this extreme dislike for people using 'aku-kau/ko' when talking to me unless that person has use it since day one he/she talks to me.

It upsets me so much, especially if he/she uses it when he/she is mad or upset at me. To me, that is rude and I get extremely upset when someone being rude to me.

Yes, I've been rude to you once before…but what did I get? What did I do to make it up? Have I ever done it again?

Mind your language…

Sometimes I wonder why I have to focus to the little details because when I think about it, it'll only upset me.

Sometimes I asked myself, what is it that I really want in my life?

Sometimes I asked myself, do I really don't mind being unable to control my own life?

Sometimes I asked myself, am I so lousy in making decision? Till people surrounding me didn't trust me to make my own decision…?

….words…

…Today…

It is as hectic as always.

I woke up at 3.30am…just to be late to work as usual!

As busy as I am at school for the last couple of weeks, I started to enjoy my work more. I guess it's because I don't have the stress of trying so hard to teach students that don't even know why they are in school. It's stressful and really frustrating.

The 'prize-giving' ceremony is so soon, so most of us are busy with that. Not mentioning that we have dinner that night. Despite the fact that my mind is so crowded with so many things, my back ache from the long hours in front of the laptop and all the changes from here and there, I like my job now. I think I'm more suited to be in the management.

Erk….i can't even manage my time efficiently…huhuhu… :P

p/s: Happy graduation Kids! (kids?hehehe)

Stray Cats n Dogs n Rabbits! Hahaha…

I hate stray cats n dogs (and rabbits? Eheh)…. But I hate the previous owner even more. I'm sure the dogs n cats has owner before but they ran away cuz they are being mistreated. Worse, the owner didn't even bother to look for them. So irresponsible! Pity the dogs n cats for having to 'kais pagi, makan pagi. Kais petang, makan petang'. Not mentioning the skin disease and whatever disease they might get all their life and nobody care for them. They will just wondering around. Looking for food in the garbage till someone hit them while they're crossing the road. If they are lucky, their remains will be clean up soon. Or else, their dead body would be left to rot on the road…