Monday, June 23, 2008

MAP 3 hari sahaja? Oh Yeah…

Ahaha….dengar-dengar…dari sumber yang boleh d percayai,pihak berkenaan mengeluarkan arahan kepada semua universiti supaya minggu suaikenal/aluan pelajar/mesra pelajar/etc atau lebih d kenali sebagai minggu orientasi, hanya akan berjalan selama 3 hari.

Aie..3 hari jak? Pahal?

Arahan ini di keluarkan setelah pihak berkenaan menerima banyak aduan dari pelajar ambilan yang lepas dr semua U di M’sia yang MAP diaorang tak best, memenatkan dan hanya membuang masa.

Mok dengar komen fiela?

Ahahaha….terasa lucu…apa la ertinya 3 hari sahaja….according to reliable sources, in some universities, the orientation week will be held for only 3 days, however all the introduction talks, etc will still be done for the rest of the one week session. Hurm. Confusing? I’m blur as well.

The advantages :
1. Jimat kos.
2. Pelajar baru mempunyai lebih banyak masa terluang sebelum kelas bermula.
3. Jimat kos.
4. Pihak berkenaan sik perlu gago2 ngurus junior selama seminggu. 3 hari jak.Pasya suka atie kitak orang ya sia.
5. Jimat kos.

Haha…am I being unfair? :P

Sunday, June 22, 2008




Your Blogging Type Is Thoughtful and Considerate



You're a well liked, though underrated, blogger.

You have a heart of gold, and are likely to blog for a cause.

You're a peaceful blogger - no drama for you!

A good listener and friend, you tend to leave thoughtful comments for others.

Friday, June 20, 2008

.AttenTioN to aLL LePasAN MAtriks & StPM...

...sesapa yang dapat tempat d ipt...congrats....do ur best...mun dapat course d lelong sekalipun...do the very best....apa course kita ambik sik penting gilak...yg penting pointer/result...mun amik medic p pointer 2++ sik juak gna nak? :P....(ya comparison aa...pandey2 pk)...

...sesapa sik dapat tempat d ipt...p masih berminat nak nyambung study...jgn give up...ada berlambak institut pengajian tinggi kat malaysia tok...yg penting...dont give up and usaha lebih sikit...maybe laluan untuk kitak org lebih mencabar, p ya sik bermaksud kitak orang sik boleh berjaya...nak? :D

sesapa yang sik berminat nk nyambung study..carik la jalan agar kitak org berjaya juak..terlalu banyak pluang untuk berjaya zaman nektok...yg penting usaha...smua org ada tempat untuk sidak berjaya...cumanya nemu ka sik tempat ya... ;D

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

...grey's anatomy fan's video...

...just some videos that i love so much...








Sunday, June 15, 2008

...too complicated...

In life, in my blessed 21 years of life, I began to realize that there are so many things that I failed to understand. To make things worst, I want to understand but some things are just not to be understood because it’s too complicated. Well, that is what they used to say. They can’t explain it because it’s too complicated. Sometimes I felt like ‘too complicated’ is the most lame excuse ever, but there are times when this lame excuse seem acceptable.

For example, the ‘amuk’ case at Tokyo last week. The guy killed 7 people but he didn’t kill himself. And according to reliable source, he is not crazy. He is totally sane. Hurm…to me it’s better if he killed himself. Then I would stop questioning myself, “Why would someone killed others who he barely knew of?’’ I bet he didn’t even see the face of the person he killed. I feel sorry for the lost. Death is a certain thing. We just don’t know when our turn is.

I know, it has nothing to do with me, (except the fact that ‘he’ is there), but it is amongst things that I can’t and I want to understand.

Another example is why would some girl shamelessly non-stop begging for the attention from a non-available man? It is worst if the guy is married. It is unless the guy is giving her hopes. Perhaps that is the answer. Is it?

Why would someone decide to destroy other’s life? Revenge? What can revenge gives you? Satisfaction with guilt? Is that really a satisfaction?

Hurm…. I wish I know all of the answer to all of my questions but again, who am I to know everything. Isk…

Grey’s Anatomy


I love grey’s anatomy so very much. I can watch it again and again without getting bored. I’ve just watched the whole season 4 episodes for the second time. Apparently, starworld is taking too long to show it on tv. Isk.

For grey’s anatomy lovers out there, who couldn’t wait to watch the season 4, and too kedekott to buy the dvd (like me…eheh)….surf the youtube aite. Just type ‘Grey’s Anatomy Season 4 Episode 1 Part 1’ ….then ‘Grey’s Anatomy Season 4 episode 1 part 2’…and so on…you get the idea rite? :D

Here’s good news, there’s season 5! Hurray (hahaha…so skema)…. Oh well, some of you might have known this…but what’s the harm of me sharing it…right?

Happy Watching!


Saturday, June 14, 2008

Love Song_Greeeen

“To you, my love” Listen to this and don’t laugh
“I love you” is so cheesy
But I can’t think of any other way to say it
See! You laughed at me again

Is this road, this life you’ve chosen good enough for you?
I don’t know, but…

Just standing by your side
On these days we spend laughing and crying
Is the meaning of my life
And I sing this love song for you

“Hey, what did we talk about then?”
The day we first met we were so formal with each other
Since then so many things have happened, we’ve even fought
And spent time together getting to understand each other

We met under this wide sky of ours and fell in love, forever

Sorry for causing you trouble all the time
The time we’ve spent together has been packed full of events, hasn’t it?
We spend day after day
And the love we’ve created grows
I’ll send this crap song to you
I’ll swear to God, “I’m crazy about you!”
I’ll keep holding your hand

As long as my voice goes on
I’ll keep singing by your side
When I get old and lose my voice, I’ll keep holding your hand

Thank you isn’t enough to say this
Let’s share our tearful smiles and sadness and happiness for the rest of our lives
Night after night
I’ll sing about my love with you



Some girls are in love with the person who loves them back…pure happiness

Some girls are in love with the person who pretends to love her…sympathetic

Some girls are in love with the person who don’t even know her existence…pathetic


Some guys love her and protect her and she loves him back … lucky guy

Some guys love her but she loves someone else … sympathetic

Some guys love her but hurt her in the end … pathetic

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Kenapa Saya Kurang Minat Drama/Filem Melayu...


  1. Pada kebiasaannya, lakonan pelakon Melayu, ‘kurang berkesan’, terlalu di buat-buat (nampak tak real) ataupun kaku sangat. Cadangan: Ambik la kelas lakonan sebelum nak jadi pelakon. Orang tengok pun seronok.
  2. Jalan cerita yang sama @ tipikal. Sama macam filem Bollywood, drama/filem Melayu mempunyai jalan cerita yang tipikal. Bezakan jalan cerita drama A dengan jalan cerita drama B pastu bezakan pulak dengan jalan cerita drama C….haaa…sama tak? :P Cadangan: Jadi lebih berani dengan mengolah jalan cerita yang lebih menarik, jadi lebih kreatif. Kalau tak, save ur ideas k? Quality is more important than Quantity.


Sebab tu je kot. Hahaha…. I’m trying to love our local production…lagipun bm saya pun dah huru-hara sbab sibuk je nak blaja cakap omputeh. Jadinya, nak la balik ke pangkal jalan.


Malangnya…isk…saya cuma bertahan beberapa minit je depan tv kalo nak tgk cerita Melayu. Sama ada saya kebosanan, ataupun orang sekeliling saya bosan sbab saya asyik komplen lakonan ‘mereka’. Isk. Sorry ek? Dari kritikan la kita leh memajukan diri. HeHeHe


Tapi tak di nafikan, ader la filem yang best2. Xmo mention..nanti orang cakap bias….walau aper pun…be more creative and daring. That’s what it takes to move forward successfully.


Moga-moga industry perfileman melayu nanti makin maju dan berkembang. Mana tau, nanti anak saya nak jadi pelakon jugak. ;)


Have a nice day!




Monday, June 9, 2008

...i hate driving...


Semalam....its drizzling and I drove my bro to the Pustaka. It’s a wet cold day and the road was busy as usual. So many cars on the road. So many lunatics driving. Either they are driving too fast till their car almost kiss my car bumper (and I am going fast…its not like my car can fly…aite?) …or going too slow in the fast lane. Perhaps some people just don’t realize that there’s such thing as fast lane. If it’s a straight, no turning roads…and you decide to drive ‘20km/h’ then use the left lane please. Please?


Cant you read the sign that says, “Ikut kiri jika tidak memotong.”…..in other words, “mun mok drive slow, gna lane sbelah kiri!”..really…they have to include this in the driving class. Some people are just so selfish or just act dumb…..urghhh…..




Saturday, June 7, 2008

Gelas yang teramat Penuh.


Imagine this. There’s a glass full with water. So full that a single movement of the glass can spill the water out of the glass (haha….this sentence sounds funny. Really need to brush up my English. Isk)

Anyway….that is how I feel right now. Even the slightest disturbance can make me awfully upset or distracted.

I choose not to think and not to decide. I am giving pressure to myself, especially to decide where I’m heading after this. But after that, I choose to think about it later. When I’m calm and more ready to think and decide. The problem is, I’m running out of time.

I badly need to act like grown-ups and start thinking about my future very very seriously.

Dear….help…isk…



Friday, June 6, 2008

Kereta pengantin


On the way home after sending my brother, I saw three ‘kereta pengantin’ on the road. The first one is red myvi, second one is a black car (but I’m not sure what’s the name of the car), and the third one is a white estima with purple flowers and ribbons.

Yup. The estima was my favorite mainly because the driver smiles at me. Ahax. But seriously. I like it the most. The decoration is simple but very ‘chantek’. And also the person behind the wheel smiles at me when I look at him. I guess I was admiring his car in a very obvious way. Hehe…

I love weddings. I love seeing ‘kereta pengantin’. It makes me smile to myself. It reminds me that two people in love (or not … but who cares…they’re getting married aren’t they?)… Two people in love will spend the rest of their life together. I guess it’s the best way to spend our life. Spend it everyday with the person we love and love us. So…marry the person that loves you and you love. Its not love if its ‘sebelah pihak’ only. :)

And just this morning I came across wedding pictures on the web. It was so luxurious and beautiful and romantic. The bride is so pretty and I really love one of her dress. It’s pink and white. So pretty and matched her perfectly. The ballroom was decorated in a very sweet and romantic way. That’s the most important thing of all. Be it luxurious or simple, wedding should give the guests this in-love and ‘so sweet’ feeling. That is a real wedding. I know mine will be like that. Insya-Allah.

Owh. I would like to take this opportunity to congratulate this couple I know on their engagement recently. Finally. Congrats. Though I remember hearing the guy said he wants to get rich first before he gets married. Oh well, love can’t wait eh? I hope the two of them will be very happy with each other. It’s all ‘atas nama cinta’ right? Ain’t that sweet.

Till then….lets get married… :p

Engineers vs. Lawyers vs. Business vs. Art vs. Medic

Let me tell you why girls should
eventually marry an engineer over a
Law, Management, Arts or Medical
School Graduate.
He has three distinct advantages over
the rest of the graduates.


Advantage 1: Secure lifestyle
==========================

An engineer boyfriend can provide you
with a secure lifestyle. At 27 years
old, an engineer probably has a
respectable, stable job that gives him
a high income to own a car, invest,
have a comfortable life, and get
married and buy a house too.
Law graduates are still working as a
lowly apprentice in law firm.
Most management graduates have just
failed on their first business plan.
The arts graduate is still looking for
a job.
And the medical school graduate is
still living in a hospital.



Advantage 2: Unmatchable
industriousness
=======================================

An engineer boyfriend will dedicate an
unimaginable amount of his time and
effort to understand you.
Engineers strain really really hard to
understand their work. You can believe
that they will try really really hard
to understand women too, just like how
they understand their work, once they
believe that you are the one. So even
if they don't understand you
initially, they will keep on trying.
Even if they still do not understand,
they will figure out the correct
method to keep you happy (e.g. buy
diamond ring = 1 week's worth of
happiness.) And once they find out the
secret formula, they will just keep on
repeating it so that the desired
results appear.
Unlike the Lawyer who will argue with
you.
The Management graduate who will try
to control your spending,
The Arts graduate who will 'change
major'.
And the medical school graduate who
will operate on you.
And you know what, it's really so easy
to make engineer s believe that You
are the 'one'. Say that you like one
of their project and they will be
hooked to you forever.



Advantage 3: An engineer boyfriend
will never betray your trust.
=======================================

Let me first tell you what is wrong
with the rest of the others - The
lawyers will lie about everything.
Management graduates will cheat your
money.
The arts graduate will flirt, and you
probably just look like another
cadaver to the medical school graduate.
Your engineer boyfriend is either too
busy to have an affair, and even if he
does, he is too dumb to lie to you
about that.

Hence, an engineer is the most secure
boyfriend that you will ever find -
rich enough, will keep on trying to
understand and please you, has no time
for affairs, and too dumb to lie to
you.

So girls, why procrastinate? Get an
engineer for your boyfriend!

p/s: HaHaHa

Thursday, June 5, 2008

Ku Mahu Kau Tahu

sudut termenung jauh
mengenangkan nasib kita
kita miliki separuh
berbentuk hati cinta namanya

walau kau jauh
ku sentiasa menunggumu
diriku imbas kembali memori

walau kau jauh
ku berjanji kan terus tunggu
dipisah lautan biru

ku mahu kau tahu
aku kan terus menunggu

jaga benar gambarku dalam telefon bimbitmu
jangan pernah sekali kau buang
seperti cinta ini yang terbuku
akan bersemi jua

terus menunggu
kita kan bersatu
terus menunggu
ku mahu kau tahu


Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Too lost in myself.

Life is ‘good’. Few problems here and there, but I just sleep on it. True. When I can’t sleep…which is usually around 3-4 am, I would nudge my sayang...with the hope he would awake…when he’s awake, I would feel bad for waking him up at such hour, and I would persuade him to go back to bed. Isk. Sorry dear. Then I would lie restless on my bed. Went out and switch on the tv. Change the channel again and again and again…then go back to bed and lie awake till I doze back to sleep. Sleep back for an hour or two…then up again. Isk. What is wrong with me?

Missing my friends. Yeap. I know. It doesn’t seem like I miss you guys right? I rarely text any of you, don’t even bother to wait for my calls. Isk. Want to catch a movie…been dying to go to the cinema and watch a real good movie, but didn’t know who I should go out with since he’s not around. Feels like going out and have a nice chat…but again, I’ll be too lazy to get ready to get out. I need to iron my clothes(tudung+tops+pants)…then ‘paint’ my face a little…hurm…seems like I’m so not motivated to go out lately. But I love going out with my sis though. Cuz I know that makes her happy and I love to know that I can make her happy. She loves to go to rare boutiques and she could spend hours there. But I don’t really mind as long as I’m totally free to do so. Mwah…love u sis.

There are days when I would just laze around and watch tv or just play games. Really people. Fiela need help. She is so not motivated to do anything…isk…

..too lost in myself?...hope I’ll rise soon enough…