7 more days
to 2014
End of last
year, I was engaged to my bestfriend.
End of this
year, we are expecting our 1st child.
End of next
year? We both will be chasing our child….hehe… Insya Allah.
It surely
has been so long since I have any post.
Life has
been nothing but blessed.
Challenges
here and there but I am too busy counting my blessings….and so should you.
My reading
lately has been nothing but about pregnancy and having a child and growing a
child and owh….MOCKINGJAY! haha
The movie
was too good till I cant wait for the movie to know the endings. So reading it
is.
Pregnancy is
the best experience ever.
Don’t concentrate
on the challenges…just enjoy the perks and fun and happy thoughts.
Feeling the
1st kick is unimaginable. It is like a soft bubble bursting in your
tummy…I couldn’t stop smiling each time it happens.
Well…the 1st
kick is like a soft bubble….the 50th kick feels like a small fist
trying to get through your tummy wall! It is especially ‘painful’ if its behind
your belly-button…but still…I will still smile and laugh…no matter how sharp it
felt, it is still the best feeling ever…haha…seriously!
My friend
describes it as,” Sronok kena terajang!”…haha
If baby kick
hard enough, we can see our tummy moves. Sometimes baby will stick their feet
or hand or elbow (I have no idea what that is!), and we will see little bump
pointing out from our tummy. Sometimes when we pat it softly, baby will move it
inside….then do it again…its like playing a little game with us.
One thing so
obvious is that whenever I am around my husband, baby will kick far stronger
than when I am alone. I am not kidding! Once, both of us were surprised to see
how my tummy “jumps” a little from baby’s kick. It is like baby can feel the
presence of baby’s dad. :)
I’m sharing
the rainbow and butterflies … I am leaving out the other side of it. Hehe. Growing
tiny human inside of you is a hard work. Your appetite gone then comes back
with a revenge. Your body aches. You couldn’t sleep just anyway you like. Hah…this
morning, I swing one of my legs far too quickly as I was getting out of the car
and what do I get? A sharp pain just below my tummy.
I remembered
how I cried because I was so tired but too uncomfortable to sleep. I will wake
up once or twice each night to pee….sometimes I will just wake up…startled…it
is worst if I realized I was sleeping on my back! (preggy moms are not supposed
to do that…it’s bad for baby). The heartburn…oh the heartburn…
When you are
pregnant, you are not supposed to lean back so much…it will interfere with baby’s
position. U have to lean forward, you have to do this…you have to do that…you
are not supposed to do that….you must not do this!
But when
people asked me how am I feeling? I will say I feel great! Never better…..cuz
honestly, that is how I feel.
How can I not be grateful for this experience?
I keep
on praying that every woman in this world will have this experience…I honestly
do. And if anything after this, I will always have this experience to hold on
to…
thank you.....thank you...thank you...