The Tiny Human Inside

Things I missed

 1. The pleasure of lying (sleeping) on my back. turns out sleeping on your side is the best...it improves your blood circulation as well as ur kidney function.

2. The pleasure of peeing. When you are expecting, you'll pee every 1/2 hour...too much of anything is boring..haha

3. To jump. T_T

Heh..turns out there arent too many things that I missed...I am, alhamdulillah, enjoying my pregnancy. Of course every day is a new experience. You can feel totally fine one day and the next you'll have heartburns or hip-pain or nausea or anything...

During our kursus pra-perkahwinan, this one penceramah (apa penceramah in bi?! Ohh...absentminded is another simptom you get when expecting....drives me crazy sometime..huhu)...anyway...this one penceramah remind us that, when expecting, don't push yourself too hard. Walk for 15mins then get a 5 mins rest then walk some more.

I never really pay attention to this.

Till one day, I went shopping by myself. So I walked from noon till around 5pm. I felt fine...that was till that night. I cried myself to sleep. I was crazy tired (finally it kicked in) but I just cant sleep.

Truly, your body changes when you are expecting.

Then there is one thing most expecting mom hate the most, when people touch their belly. Me, personally, don't really mind, cuz I see it as that person is excited about the preggy-belly as I am. Hehe.

Anyway a preggy mom wrote an article, "why I don't mind people touching my preggy belly". There is only one reason, because she realized that pregnancy is the most amazing thing and some women just cant no matter how bad she wants it. So if touching a pregnant belly makes her happy, why not?

Reading her article, makes me realized how lucky I am. I truly am. I am head over heels with this pregnancy...although there are parts of me being cautious...I always told myself, if anything happens, I will always have this amazing 7 months experience...and I pray for all of my friends to have this experience as well....insya allah.

Talking about fate....just believe Allah knows the best for you. Although sometimes life seems hard and you just cant get what you want...smile and say to yourself..Allah knows best. :)

I am loving my life to the max ....kadang2 tergelincir...kadang2 mengeluh...I wanna change that!

We all should change that... ;)

2013

7 more days to 2014

End of last year, I was engaged to my bestfriend.

End of this year, we are expecting our 1^st child.

End of next year? We both will be chasing our child….hehe… Insya Allah.

It surely has been so long since I have any post. 

Life has been nothing but blessed. 

Challenges here and there but I am too busy counting my blessings….and so should you.

My reading lately has been nothing but about pregnancy and having a child and growing a child and owh….MOCKINGJAY! haha

The movie was too good till I cant wait for the movie to know the endings. So reading it is.

Pregnancy is the best experience ever. 

Don’t concentrate on the challenges…just enjoy the perks and fun and happy thoughts.

Feeling the 1^st kick is unimaginable. It is like a soft bubble bursting in your tummy…I couldn’t stop smiling each time it happens.

Well…the 1^st kick is like a soft bubble….the 50^th kick feels like a small fist trying to get through your tummy wall! It is especially ‘painful’ if its behind your belly-button…but still…I will still smile and laugh…no matter how sharp it felt, it is still the best feeling ever…haha…seriously!

My friend describes it as,” Sronok kena terajang!”…haha

If baby kick hard enough, we can see our tummy moves. Sometimes baby will stick their feet or hand or elbow (I have no idea what that is!), and we will see little bump pointing out from our tummy. Sometimes when we pat it softly, baby will move it inside….then do it again…its like playing a little game with us.

One thing so obvious is that whenever I am around my husband, baby will kick far stronger than when I am alone. I am not kidding! Once, both of us were surprised to see how my tummy “jumps” a little from baby’s kick. It is like baby can feel the presence of baby’s dad. :)

I’m sharing the rainbow and butterflies … I am leaving out the other side of it. Hehe. Growing tiny human inside of you is a hard work. Your appetite gone then comes back with a revenge. Your body aches. You couldn’t sleep just anyway you like. Hah…this morning, I swing one of my legs far too quickly as I was getting out of the car and what do I get? A sharp pain just below my tummy. 

I remembered how I cried because I was so tired but too uncomfortable to sleep. I will wake up once or twice each night to pee….sometimes I will just wake up…startled…it is worst if I realized I was sleeping on my back! (preggy moms are not supposed to do that…it’s bad for baby). The heartburn…oh the heartburn…

When you are pregnant, you are not supposed to lean back so much…it will interfere with baby’s position. U have to lean forward, you have to do this…you have to do that…you are not supposed to do that….you must not do this!

But when people asked me how am I feeling? I will say I feel great! Never better…..cuz honestly, that is how I feel. 

How can I not be grateful for this experience? 

I keep on praying that every woman in this world will have this experience…I honestly do. And if anything after this, I will always have this experience to hold on to…

thank you.....thank you...thank you...