As I am typing this, my baby is
kicking me nonstop since few minutes ago.
I was so stressed at work today, I
forgot about my baby till I start feeling the flutters….
Then suddenly my day doesn’t seem
that bad.
There is no excuse for what
happened at work.
It is just me.
My focus is somewhere else.
My wants is something else.
My needs are being ignored but my
desire is being granted.
It is sad to admit but I cringe
knowing some people are clapping so hard, and smiling as wide… as they watch me
tumbling over…
Someone who gave me good advice
is also the same person throwing me under the bus. It is ok. All is well and I do
forgive you. You are just trying to jaga your periuk nasi.
Right now, nothing can go wrong…yet
everything is not right.
When I am down, my baby will
remind me of its presence and ‘kick’ me into survival-mode again.
and yes....i am blessed