Monday, November 25, 2013

Ultrasound...



Recently I read that ultrasound is actually damaging to the unborn baby. It may cause brain-damage.  I repeat, ‘it MAY cause brain damage.” How severe it is depends on time of exposure.
As a 1st time mommy-to-be, looking at the image of your baby is surely exciting. I was over the moon when I saw the black-and-white image (although I can’t really tell the different between the baby’s head and the bum…haha).
Anyway, when I read it, I was somehow glad that I only have few (compared to other mommy who had one at each check-up).
Just now I read on a forum when a young excited mommy tells her story how her baby showing off all of the action when she gets an ultra-sound (what concerned me is that the person who is doing that is not a real professional in ultrasound…I dared to say so because 1) they couldn’t differentiate the umbilical cord from the baby’s penis 2) it sounds like ‘just-for-fun’ ultrasound done by her friend). She said after sometime, the baby starts to get real active and shows off different ‘action’ for them.
Biting my tongue, I wanted to tell her so badly it is because of the baby is actually uncomfortable. It is said that prolong exposure to the umbilical cord can actually cause the environment in the womb become warmer…
Another thing that interest me is that, in the articles I read, they emphasis how irony it is that high-risk mom are prone to have more ultra-sound compared to the rest of us. Sure it is to monitor the condition of the pregnancy closely…but in the same time, the ultra-sound itself carries its own risk to the pregnancy.  
I guess the key is moderation….too much of everything is actually bad….
I am not sure what my conclusion is but I do wish more people aware of this.


Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Flickering Baby



As I am typing this, my baby is kicking me nonstop since few minutes ago.
I was so stressed at work today, I forgot about my baby till I start feeling the flutters….
Then suddenly my day doesn’t seem that bad.
There is no excuse for what happened at work.
It is just me.
My focus is somewhere else.
My wants is something else.
My needs are being ignored but my desire is being granted.
It is sad to admit but I cringe knowing some people are clapping so hard, and smiling as wide… as they watch me tumbling over…
Someone who gave me good advice is also the same person throwing me under the bus. It is ok. All is well and I do forgive you. You are just trying to jaga your periuk nasi.
Right now, nothing can go wrong…yet everything is not right.
When I am down, my baby will remind me of its presence and ‘kick’ me into survival-mode again.
and yes....i am blessed