Finally things
are falling to its place….and not falling into pieces.
Putting
together the pieces of life is hard-work, challenging even but that is what
keeping us alive.
I have been
avoiding people who make me unhappy and uncomfortable and I find myself smiling
even more. One day they will understand why I am keeping my distance and one
day they will stop looking for me and I am fine with it.
Spend my new
year eve’s at one of Malaysia’s hot spot to celebrate new year….as sad as I am
to see my people getting drunk and wearing clothes smaller than a baby’s diapers,
I am amazed to hear 1001 language as I was walking through an alley that night.
It shows how different races can come together peacefully.
Remembered
something from grey’s anatomy, friends are family that we choose. I am
fortunate enough to be surrounded by friends who are like angels to me. All
their support and help throughout my life is something I can never repay.
Turning 27
this year…I can no longer feel esthetically happy but I am calm and happier
than ever.
I am slowly
seeing things from different perspective each time. My belief on there-is-always-2-side-of-every-story
is stronger than ever. I am learning to stop judging people….to truly stop
judging people.
A friend shared
an article on how 2 opposite sex can’t be just friends. According from the
research done, in that so call ‘just-friends’ relationship, there is a hidden
lust/desire of wanting more than being friends. I have a totally different
view. But perhaps it is because I divert my ‘just-friends’ relationship to like-siblings-relationship.
Finally, what
is yours is yours, what is not yours, will never be yours. :)