i Love Mohd Danial Ibrahim... ;)

…nangis…

Apa kita nak buat masa kita d timpa masalah? D timpa musibah….kita nak menangis je ke?

I was in form 2…during my Pend.Islam class…I was so messed up about something…I am not sure if it's about my studies or others, but I do remember my Ustazah said that to the whole class after seeing tears dwell up my eyes. After she said that, she look at me deeply…as if she's trying to figure out what's wrong with me.

I grew up with her words engraved in my memory…but still I do cry each time I am so stressed up about something. The tears are inevitable.

Sorry if I snapped at you during my 'I'm in a slum dump' (aha…don't even sure if that has meanings)…. What I meant was, I am sorry if I snapped at you when I was so down and stressed. Tried not to let the whole thing drag me down…

Dying for a warm comfy feeling…..dying to feel at ease again….

Sakura Sakura

Pokok sakura nang kacak. Kacak masa nya tgh blooming….for about one week…pasya kelopak bunga sakura start gugur mcm snow…lepas ya kita akan start nangga green leaves tumbuh….and green leaves ya akan trus tumbuh sampeyla ke summer tok…maknanya masa summer pokok sakura jadi mcm pokok2 lain..hijau jak kalernya…tapi masa nya tgh blooming memang amat cantik…ala2 snow…rasa romantic, harmony, sweet, happy..and sgala rasa positif akan timbul bila nangga pokok sakura..srius… : )

Apa nak d leter kmk malam tok?

Nothing much. My birthday was last week. I am now officially 23 years old. Celebrate it with my sayang. He bought a really sweet strawberry cake for me.

He brought me to this beach…it was really sweet and heart touching. I love this guy and I want to spend the rest of my life with him…(alamak..jiwang pulak… :p )

Climb Mount Fuji also last week. Last weekend actually. Thanks to him, I manage to reach the top. Trust me when I said I cried about 40% of the way.

HaHaHa…it was that bad! But thanks to his amazing patience and support…I manage to reach the top.

...the sunrise...captured at about 5 am from the 8th station (3100m)...

It makes me realize that doing such things with the person you love can only affect your relationship in 2 ways. Either the two of you become stronger together or weaker. Alhamdulillah, I felt like our relationship has strengthened so much lately. : )

Sure there's bump here and there. Tapi itulah asam garam kehidupan (xmok gna perkataan rumahtangga lok… hehe)…

Ooohhh..I've found new tv series! Greek! Its about sorority and fraternity life. Kinda fun. Yurps. Kinda fun. :)

Cappie & Cassey...love them both....but love Cappie more..he's this fun-loving but real smart guy...just the type of guy you want to have fun with... ;)

...Rebecca, Ashleigh, Cassey...
Love Ashleigh n Cassey...but hate Rebecca... :p

Till then…enjoy this sad sad video clip...

Singing road!

Happy Birthday To Afiela! :)

...it's my 23rd birthday... i am where i want to be....have what i want...but sure...life is long and i have so much more to learn...but so short like tomorrow is the Judgement Day...and i am still young to enjoy my life to the fullest!

...esok baaaa...... *sigh*

Summer Holiday

Finally its summer…well…not really summer since it still rains…but the undergrad students started their holiday this week. No holiday for me though….master student…hmpphhh….

Luckily our building will be closed for maintenance next week…so that gives us one week break. I badly need to stop the urge to go home since there's one week break next week. If I have a plane…I would fly home…definitely.

It is so unbelievably hot for the last couple of days, especially when it's not raining. Each time I *sigh* about the heat, I would remember my Geography teacher telling us about the extreme weather that most island have. Well…Japan is an island after all.

Yesterday receive a notice from my sensei telling me that I have TOIEC on September. Wow…I didn't even register for it. But it's a good thing, since I need to take the exam anyhow.

Since yesterday I tried to hack this game on the social network that I am using… LOL… not giving you the detail since it can be bad for me… :p But it doesn't work so sik kesah la nak… ;)

My weight seems to maintain ever since it drop to 3 kg before. Whatever…it doesn't really bother me since I am not putting an effort to lose more weight.

Ohh….how could I forget this…I went to watch the firework last weekend. I was so excited the whole time. Apparently the nihonjin celebrates summer with the firework display…wearing their yukata n jinbei and look so cute (especially young couples..hehe)… Lucky for me since I love the firework so much and I plan to drag my fiancé to every firework display, as much as we can go… … ;)

I am officially getting older soon…tried to get it out of my mind though… :(

Night people!

If you have diarrhea… muscle ache…your head spinning…you have flu…..go straight to the nearby clinic! Once it has been 2 days, no drug can save you…it's all up to your body immune system! So better be safe than sorry! ;)

 

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...my birthday is just around the corner....

...i am still stuck here with no extra 'income'...and i am suffering quietly...

...seriously...money is not something you want to have problem with...

...i am getting more and more miserable each day...and trust me...its money related...

...tolonglah settle-kan my-money-related problem..at least i will have least things to worry about...

Kid’s Blog…

 

What is the youngest age someone should start blogging?

I was out with my sayang n his friend tonight and we were taking about generation gap and such.

Straight to the point…he mentioned something about student as young as in year 4, 5 writing blog. They were like 10 or 11 years old. Ya Allah…what has the world become?

Worst, they were 'bitching' in that blog. At such young age, I don't think they were supposed to do that. It may seem harmless, but if we think it more thoroughly, it's an emotional disaster!

Yes, we all go through that phase in life. Phase when we were so childish (because we were just a child) and we fight and argue with our friends, and say 'sik mok kawan' or 'sik mok geng' or what ever…but that's it…not written anywhere and anytime we get over our stupid fights, we will be friends again.

When we say unpleasant things about someone else, no matter straight to their face or 'mengumpat' about it with others, we will get face expression and reaction from the person we were talking with, and more than often, this makes us come to our senses and become rational again…or at least stop talking because we realize that we are talking about unpleasant things. Unlike when blogging, when bitching in blogs, there were no face expression and we won't get any reaction from others until we have post the blog…and usually, this is far too late. The damage is done. The emotional-disaster has occur..especially if our 'victim' has read our post!

As for the 'victim'…once she or he reached the blog…once she read the post…she can read it again and again…and if the post is really mean…that is when things become disastrous…either the fight become worse or she become emotionally wreck…she will always remember what she read, far better than what she hear…trust me!….and even if her 'prey' wants to make things better after that, it is so much harder! Cuz it's written down…black and white….its really there…not just said…but written…sure…the post can be deleted…but what if it's printed out?!

Children didn't know better! Even adult get into trouble for what they post on their blog! Even adult didn't know that much! So what make its ok for children as young as 10 or 11 to write their own blog? And worse 'bitching' about their friends and teachers…and others in their life? Kid, be a kid! And parents, be a parents…sisters be a sister..brother be a brother…it's the responsibility of each and everyone of us…

What has the world become? Why parents let their young ones, their beloved young ones use the internet so freely? The internet can be so much harmful than the real world. Your children can survive on watching tv alone (even that is bad nowadays.. with all the 'softcore pornography' and the rude language..and the 'World On War' thingy)…let them watch the tv…encourage them to play outside (accompany them to avoid kidnapping…no time? Hire a nanny…that's the least you can do…no money? Then you should've think about that before you had child…shouldn't you?!)

 

…and I haven't even started on children using Friendster! MySpace! And even HANDPHONE! Why on earth does a 10 years old need a handphone?!....i didn't have mine till I finish my SPM! SPM ehhhhh…….adohhhhhhhhhhhhhh

 

p/s: yup…my brother has his hp when he was young…isk….thats my mistake…my mistake…I admit…but at least we were watching what he's doing on the cyberspace…part of me is relieved that he is getting older…but he is still my baby brother… ;)