Sometimes feels like you’r in a black deep hole, unable to get out… unable to do anything. You feel so hopeless with yourself. You badly want things to change, you want things to be better for yourself, but you are too lazy to do anything...
Perhaps this is what happens when you have been spoon-fed since you’re a baby until you can drive a car. Hehe…how irony…not mentioning that I’m turning 22 real soon. 22 years old. Who would have thought, fiela has been breathing in this world for 22 years old and she still can’t make her own wise decision.