Cukup2 bak tudip

kou dei kenah pubak likou
 
jumit2....cukup2 bak tudip

uncle kou slalu dengah kejin, he said, padah jak, " jumit2....cukup2 bak tudip"

kou luk angai blaja pubak likou....kou blaja ih pun from listening a tama ( mom...i know dad is atama...but what is mom?..huhu) anyway, kou blaja ih pun from listening my mum pubak jegem her siblings. that is all it.

kou mapun dalat last year. luckily kou kenah paham oo...all of them speaking and i will answer them in bm. dei confident....

sayang angai if bahasa likou hilang... just like bahasa baie

haaaa....melanau bintulu a.k.a bahasa baie, kou totally dei kenah pubak....dei understand at all.

there are a few similar words....(cant think of any right now).

oh i miss my grandparents tetiba...isk......

Our Warrior

I remembered when my home is broken into, i was so mad at the police, i selfishly write on their fb wall, complaining what seems to me their slacks in handling such case.  

I also remembered the time when i said i will never let my kids to join the police force ( or the army and such). I cant accept their hierarchy and what seems to me unnessary bullying and such.  

I still feel that way...  

But...  

I also remembered hearing a friends said our special force is one of  the best....worldwide...not just Asian-wide.  

I remembered watching on discovery channel how they were trainned....and i remember my newfound respect for them.  

I remembered talking to a friend who is actually in the police force...a friend who unintentionally gave me new insight on them.  

And i respect them with all my heart (although i cant deny their incompetency sometimes..) but these are the brave ones who willfully sign-up for a career that risks their life for others.  

When people say, they hope the government wont waste anymore money appreciating our fallen soldiers, i feel sad for the inhumanity shown.  

When people said, "it is their job to take care of our country and they get paid for doing it, so there is no need to make a big fuss about it", it breaks my heart.

How can you be so selfishly say that? These are the people who will risked their life to protect yours...

Imagine what would happen if all of them get scared and selfishly run away when we need their protection, who will we run to?      

Andai kata kami gugur semua, taburlah bunga di atas pusara.
Kami mohon doa, MALAYSIA berjaya.
Semboyan telah berbunyi, menuju medan bakti.  

I always joke with him about this song....i will playfully sang this part to him...its just that each time he said the word "semboyan" to me, this song will get into my head and i just have to sing it out loud.

I know its a sad song but i never really let it gets to me...  

Well not untill the recent incident...now the song brings me even greater sadness but redha at the same time.

Ini baru sikit....belum lagi macam di gaza.....

Life is...

WONDERFUL....
Each day i am thankful to be given another chance to live another day...a chance to clean up my sins and praying that i wont be making another...  

CHALENGING...
Each day i am bombarded with new challenges...let it be big or small. I wish i am stronger each day cuz the challenges are getting bigger everytime.  

COLOURFUL...
It is not just black n white...there are shades of grey...and another colour apart from black n white and shade of greys...  

UNEXPECTED...
You can plan everything the best you know how but still it doesnt go ur way...there will be surprises along the way. Some will make u smile and some will make you cry. Falling and rising up is part of it...one moment you are up, the next you are down.  

SHORT...
We will reach our end sooner than we thought. So why do we live like we gonna live forever?

.... ;) ...