Love

Do we love ourselves enough?

As I was driving home yesterday, I was trying to come up with a plan on how to lose some weight before I become overweight.

Before I knew it, my mind wonders into something else… I asked myself, do I love myself enough?

Do I love myself enough?

If I do, then why am I not taking a better care of myself?

I started to come up with a conclusion, family with happier and healthier wife/moms, last longer. They are happier and healthier as well.

It is true what they keep on repeating in Rio 2, ‘happy wife, happy life’.

I am generally happy. I am in love and I love my small family.

But who am I kidding? Who am I lying to as I ignored my health? As I ignored the fact that I haven’t lose any weight since I gave birth to prince a year ago.

As I was chasing the ball with him the other day, I can feel my ankle ‘moaning’ in pain due to my weight.

When I saw my own picture, I saw a tired person, unhealthy even, with her chubby cheeks (and it is not even cute!)

How can I be healthy when I weight this much?

Oh if only you guys know how much I’ve suffered due to this!

mumble shuvvle

Jom update blog sebelum blog ini menjadi padang jarak padang terkukurrrr

1-     Ada org kata, minum susu lembu, kita akan dapat DNA lembu, jd kita akan jadi pemarah. ehmmm….memang dalam islam jelas dikatakan, we are what we eat…..tapi agak2la kak oiii…. totally disagree with how she explains it. If it is that easy to transfer DNA, then we will have millions of XMEN…you know, the mutated human being!

2-     I am still bfing prince! yeayyyyyyyy……why do I need to share it?! because it is hard work!!! and because august is world breastfeeding month and because it is my blog!

3-     My battle with my weight is never-ending issue. I miss the normal weight me. I have never been skinny and I will never be skinny. but I am so tired physically and mentally of being overweight! when will this end?!

4-     Ada org kata, dia dapat duit derma berbilion2 …ehmmmmm….whatever. I am done judging you. Pemimpin yg kejam akan di adili di akhirat kelak. eh noooo….i am not saying that our pemimpin is cruel…I am just saying, ‘ pemimpin yang kejam akan di adili di akhirat kelak.’
 
that’s it…hehe….too many things on my mind….and I just cant arrange them in words…its all mumble shuvvle in my head…..

UTC - Urban Transformation Center

UTC

UTC

pusat lalalalalala

berkhidmat UNTUK rakyat!

Sekiranya buat mykid d JPN (jabatan pendaftaran negara), mengambil masa 1-2 hari untuk siap. Halangan terbesar untuk pergi ke JPN di sini, parking! Not to mention the distance from parking to the building itself.

Then they build UTC. The building is so pretty, expensive (well…it looks expensive)…tiles and all…fully air-conditioned. The carpark is nearby. With elevators! The design is so modern and airy and impressive. So we were excited to go there. After all, the distance between JPN itself and UTC here is about 10-15mins of driving.

Tetapi…tetapi…sekiranya buat mykid di cawangan JPN di UTC, mengambil masa 3 bulan utk siap!

Reason?

• JPN di UTC tiada mesin pencetak mykid.
• Borang mykid yg di hantar ke JPN di UTC akan di hantar ke Kuala Lumpur untuk di proses.

Sebab itulah kami mengambil masa 3bulan untuk menyiapkan mykid encik!

My question is,

•       Why can’t they afford their own printing machine in UTC?!
•       Why can’t they simply use JPN in Kuching to process all the forms HENCE shorten the period?! (not to mention the financial cost of sending the documents to Kuala Lumpur….labour cost, time cost!?! )

I don’t know how efficient other department in UTC is but this definitely ruin my expectation!

And as always, you guys are wasting our money! 

We are paying everything yet the service still S*U*C*K*S!

Folic Acid

There has been a debate about the function of folic acid in fertility, especially woman fertility. It is general knowledge that folic acid is needed to lower the risk of having a baby with a neural tube defect (spina bifida)…in other words for your baby’s nerves and spinal cord to develop properly you must consume enough folic acid during pregnancy.

Lately, more and more moms say they become pregnant after consuming folic acid religiously! So I do what I did best….google! I google and found reliable articles regarding this. According to the article, folic acid can actually help human to conceive!

How?

 Apart from helping our fetus to grow healthily, folic acids are also helping our body to produce a healthier eggs (and sperms!)…when our eggs (and sperms) are healthy, the chances to conceive are much higher!

In other words, folic acid is not a fertility treatment drugs! But it can be considered as a supplement to boost your fertility! That is why you need to consume folic acid the moment you are trying to conceive!

how do I know this?!

I have an acute-reading-syndrome! :P

used to

I used to write all the time. Let it be blog post or a diary entry, I used to write it wherever and whenever about whatever.

Somehow that changed… and I am not sure why.

I guess it is because my life is less complicated now. My life is not easy but it is not as complicated as it used to… and yes… it is less exciting as well.

Nope…scratch that…for me it is exciting. It is just that right now my world revolve around my son… Every day is a new day for us and it is so exciting … yesterday I saw him climb up the sofa so effortlessly…and it bring tears to my eyes. I am proud and touched at the same time… time fly so so so fast… I teach him the words ‘minum’ and he says it after me ‘nummmm’ … my heart leap in joy!!!

haha…see!

It is that kind of things and I don’t find that urge to share everything about him here or anywhere else….of course I wanted to talk about him alllll the freaking time but I also realized how boring it is to others! (not that my blog was that interesting before right?! and yet here you are…reading my boring post :P)

So yup…that’s why I don’t blog anymore. Plus my passion are only in breastfeeding now…and also being a mom…you guys can always ask me about breastfeeding! Please do…I am willing to do extra reading about it! muahaha…. my husband said I have a disorder…. ‘acute-reading-syndrome’…heh heh heh… but it helps me a lot. Who am I without knowledge right? And it is soooooo easy to get reading material nowadays!