Superpowers

This is going to sound so vain but hey..hihi

So there are many old wives’ tale on pregnancy.

Among them is about the gender of the baby.

They said that, if the mother is pregnant with a baby girl, other baby boy will like her… and if the mother is pregnant with a baby boy, other baby girl will like her…

Hmmm..how can I make this simpler?

For example, if…. IF I am having a girl, baby boy lovessss to be around me….and vice versa.

Get it?

Recently I found out the gender of my baby and tralala…somehow I think the tale is true..hehe

I love babies. I always do and never ever give up the chance to cradle them.

So recently, I discovered that babies of a specific gender loves me more than the other gender.

So much till I feel like it is a superpower! Haha

Yesterday I was on a flight home and a baby was crying so loud all through the flight. I find myself wondering if the baby is a boy or a girl….i was wondering cuz maybe I can help them! Hahaha…can you believe that?! I laughed at myself…I told myself…wow fiela…u really  think you have superpower?

The superpower to calm babies! kikiki  

p/s: whoever don’t love babies are crazy!

gomen punya klinik

I am going for my 2^nd check up today, at least 2^nd one at the Klinik Kesihatan. I am half excited, half not so excited. Excited because I will be hearing about my baby progress (I hope). Not so excited because it’s the klinik kesihatan and we can never guess what will happen there.

I had a good 1^st visit. Compared to the time they sent me away for coming late. Mind you, I call at 10.45am, asking them if it’s ok for me to come now, and they said it is fine. I arrived at 11am and they said it’s too late. I was shocked! It was not even 12noon. I just walk-away (definitely upset) but refuse to argue.

My appointment for this time was actually last Wednesday. But I have class on Wednesday. So I call them on Monday, to check if its ok for me to come on Monday or Tuesday instead.  An annoyed-sound nurse answer my call, she told me I can’t come on Monday because its too crowded.  I shouldn’t come on Tuesday either, because it will be crowded as well.  She asked me to come the following week (this week). Deep inside, I was asking myself, wouldn’t next week be crowded as well? Again, I refuse to argue and just agree. We will see how not crowded today is...

Another thing is that, they love to ask us to come before 8. They open at 8. They expect us to come and wait for them and then “berebut” to get the number. I find that is so ridiculous. Even when they said we have appointment on that day, they won’t give us any specific time. They expect us to arrive there at 8 (or before 8) and wait like the rest.

I am not expecting a 1^st class treatment. It is after all a government hospital and I am aware they are overworked (at least that’s what I thought). But I do expect some civilized treatment. I know they usually dealt with a group of people who don’t have any respect for time.

One thing they should also realize is that, this people respect laws and authoritative voice. If you tell them to come at 9, they will be late the 1^st time, but give them a lesson. Make them wait longer or asked them to come the next day, and I bet you, they will come on time next time. A simple lesson like that can go a long way! Next time they will remind their daughter to be on time because the government hospital is so strict! They will complain but who doesn’t right? At least they learn some discipline in their life.

But who am I kidding. It’s the staff who needs the lesson first (hahaha).

I am still upset at the female doctor there. She makes some unnecessary remark about me! You don’t have to be friendly, but you don’t have to be rude. I don’t even ask any stupid question. I let her do her thing… I guess that happened because she is young…(trying to pujuk myself).

There are however something good about the place. I love the nurse who attends me. She didn’t treat me like a queen, she treat me like a human. We chat, she gave good advice, she answers my stupid question patiently and she addresses all my worries calmly. She is a senior. Maybe the same age as my mum.

See the different?

But even the nurse who took my blood is nice. We didn’t chat. All she has to do is draw some blood (and it hurts! I was comparing her technique with the guy at the blood donation place…and hers really need some improvement…sakit ok!)….but she is nice…and she is YOUNG! Maybe my age

Entahlah…lain orang lain fe-el…..

My birthday post

I just realized that this year, I forgot my birthday post. Haha

Am I that old? Old enough to forget my own birthday? Aiyerr…. I hope not.

Anyway…this year, I was away from my family during my birthday. I was with my husband instead! (I know…my husband is my family…but you all get what I mean)….but hey…I am happy. I still get the smses wishing happy birthday…thanks guys….cant believe you guys still remember it (lets pretend FB didn’t remind you guys..haha) and care enough to text me! ;)

The greatest birthday gift this year would be my sponsored child from Pakistan. I have been waiting for her profile since I make that 1^st donation…and coincidentally I received it on my birthday (minus the fact that they sent it earlier and it was me who couldn’t check my mail till my birthday!). 

I am 27 years old. 

Earlier this year, I did my very first blood donation. It is a big thing for me! I’ve wanted to do so since god knows when but too scared to actually do it. Planned to go for the 2^nd donation sometime on May…but I was crazy busy and just couldn’t find the time. When I am finally settling down, I find myself couldn’t donate anymore…at least not now…heh heh

Middle of the year, got married. If you asked me last year, I wouldn’t be able to tell you that I am getting married this year! It just happen… we remain friends after all this time and pooffff…we are married! Hehe… We were perfect for each other….and there’s that!

Few months after that, more good news… I am truly blessed. ;)

On the other side…life has been a real challenge for me. Work and some personal issue (that is not so personal anymore) has been kicking my **s.. (I just love to do that..hehe)…but finally I know what my priority is and allowing myself to ‘wallow’ in my trouble is the last thing I should do. So we should face them bravely and wisely and keep on living! ;)

happy 27th! ;)

Changed...

It all started with a back pain. Usually I won’t even realized that I’ve been sitting down for few hours straight but that week, I can’t even sit still for more than half an hour. 

But I just brush it off. Telling myself to take more calcium!

Then I get extra sensitive to smells. I especially hated the citrus/lemon/orangey smell. I truly did. At first I thought someone was wearing an extra strong perfume….a lemon smell. Then I enter my car and I can still smell it! Even when I am in my hubby’s car I can smell it! It’s like I can smell it everywhere and it is driving me nuts. But even then, I just brush it off…I told myself that I am just being dramatic.

Then I become so lethargic. It was bulan puasa. So like others, I fast! By that time, I am already suspecting that something is happening (hehe)…but being me…I told myself to wait…just wait…give it a couple of days or weeks before taking the test…..takut baaa…..but fasting was a real challenge for me. I would become so tired like crazy tired by 10 am! I just told myself to eat better during berbuka puasa and sahur. It helps a little but boy….never thought I could feel that weak and tired. It is not so much as hungry or thirsty. I am just so tired like I didn’t get any sleep or didn’t eat for days (seriously).

And boy oh boy…the toilet breaks I need! It drives me crazy sometimes. I even scared myself by asking, “did I get the urine infection or something?!” ..haha…I know…. :P

Then I went to visit my hubby. I told him my suspicions and surprisingly, he told me to wait as well. Haha. At that moment, I was disappointed with his decision but obey him at the same time….well…sort of. 

So I give it 3 days. 3 days and we didn’t even talk about it (I think! Haha)…then I start to ‘nag’ about it. I was getting anxious. I am late! I have the symptoms. I contacted my close friend and she is supporting me to take the test asap. I was so nervous. So again…brought the subject to Mr.Husband. Finally he agreed. 

We were at his parents’ house at that time. We went to Sunway Carnival Mall, because I told him we can get the test-kit at Watson or (wow….whats the name of the other famous pharmacy?)… anyway…we bought one, go home and I get myself tested. Ooohh….we bought the digital ones! Hehe…..and helo helo….we get the results. 

We were estathic but still can’t believe it. So we went out again (telling his parents we wanted to buy something for berbuka! Haha)…and we drove to the nearest clinic…and it’s closed (it was World Heritage Day or something like that so most of the shops are closed.). Went to KPJ and they told us the specialist is only available on Monday. Went to another clinic, which is luckily open that day but they didn’t have the service. 

So I contacted my sister, asked her how accurate is the test. She said it is accurate. But she also asked us to get a more classic test-kit. Hehe. We went back to Sunway Carnival, went back to the same Watson and bought 2 more. Go home, tested myself and never stop bersyukur ever since.

It was a blessing really. Though it is quite hard for us, cuz we are living apart… but I have never been more grateful in my life. 

Suddenly my life changed….it was changed less than 3 months ago…and now, it has taken another dramatic change… I am grateful..

Dreams

I was so damn sleepy at the office …tried to brush it off with tea but no luck….and coffee will just make me feel sick! Seriously! So lets mengular di alam maya kejap.

Anyway….lately, I’ve been having weird dreams. Most of the time, I don’t have any dreams! (even if I did, I won’t remember them at all in the morning). 

But lately I’ve been having weird dreams (and remember them well enough!)…. My latest weird dream would be the one I had few nights ago. 

So in it, I was at a resort. I was lazing around at the balcony of our room (can’t remember who I am with though)….when I suddenly saw a big blue whale swimming towards the beach. Suddenly the beach dried up, leaving the whale on the sand. Luckily the whale is in some sort of a puddle and she is still breathing. Then a group of people came, (again, I don’t recognize any of them), then we (me included okay), then we tried to save the whale. We built some sort of pathway that fits the whale, then we just push the whale towards the sea through the pathway.  It’s a very hard work since the whale is very big…crazy big….but we did it. Watching her swimming in the ocean is the biggest satisfaction of all. 

I am still smiling because of that dream. Haha…….but why on earth am I dreaming about the blue whale? Crazyyyyy....