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...dah sebulan x update blog.....

.....xlamak lagik...nang tandus la blog tok....umpama padang jarak padang tekukur...

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sekpa.....i am busy....too many personal stuffs/issues/troubles thats lingering in my life right now....how i wish i could simply sweep it off my life forever...and make room for brighter/calmer/happy stuffs/issues/troubles....

will update you guys soon....my experience as a Teaching Assistance...the students are crazy...seriously crazy.....and they drive me crazy sometime....good crazy...not bad crazy... :)

i m homesick more than ever...its lonely to be somewhere so far from your family and facing all the troubles...sometimes want to scream to their face...'Leave Me Alone!'....but in the same time...it sadden me to realize that i have less than a year before i go back for good...i will miss this place...my little comfy pinky home... :)

manusia.....susah nak bersyukur dgn apa yg ada... :(

later peeps....need to go to the lab...chaiyo' chaiyo' (seriously...what does Chaiyo' means? iskk)

My ‘tank’ n i

There's a saying in Japanese that means; each and every one of us has our own size of 'tank'. Some of us has big 'tank'…some has small. Then some of us constantly refill our 'tank'…some just use it up and rarely refill it.

Well the 'tank' is actually referring to our self-esteem. Some of us has high self-esteem, some don't. Some constantly has high self-esteem…some don't…when they're up, they're up…when they're down, they're down…get the idea?

I told my close friend about this…know how she describe me and my tank? She said, I have a big tank…and it is easily leaked…but the good thing is, I can quickly repair the leaking and refill the tank….that is really sweet of her…thanks dear…

So…how about 'you and your tank'?

Apa khabar hati?

That's my favorite question lately…to myself…just like them moment when izzie trying to hear her own heartbeat from her stethoscope…the day she came back to seatle grace to pack her stuff for good….but change her mind instead… (hahaha…I am a grey's junkie okay… :p)

Siklah….i am not imagining myself as izzie steven after denny's death… though it feels like it sometimes…and once again my friend's word came to my mind…'I think u dah overdose of grey's anatomy lah'…hehe

I miss them…I miss George and Izzie…and I miss all 5 of them together….

Jadi apa khabar hati?

jom jiwang

cinta...apalah erti cinta?

cinta pada yg esa...cinta hakiki...

cinta pada ibubapa...cinta selamanya...

cinta pada adik beradik...cinta cubit cubit mesra...sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit kan?...tapi air dcincang takkan putus...inikan pula darah yang mengalir dlm diri...

cinta pada sahabat?....rindu sentiasa...terkadang berselisih faham...namun true friendship never serene...dan walau tiada ikatan darah....tapi itu tak menghalang cinta itu seperti kasih pada adik beradik kandung...

cinta pada kekasih...hmmm...ni yg complicated...rsnya 90% dr love song d dunia ini berkaitan dgn cinta pada kekasih...

hidup tak semestinya serumit ini...mengapa kah perlu memikirkan insan yang ternyata punyai kekuatan untuk menyakiti kita wp mereka mampu mengelak dari lakukan sedemikian...

ahhh...rindunya zaman kanak2... segalanya sangat mudah...

kerepak-cherry-blossom

..lamak dah sik update...

...2 3 minggu lepas sangat busy+kurang ada motivasi utk berblog...

...terlalu banyak personal stuff yg sik sepatutnya d share...

...dapat keinsafan skit lepas bc post dr someone...camtok ayatnya, 'Tapi dalam facebook, si pipi tembam ya tek macam emosional jak.'

hahaha...sesapa pun ayat d ambik kmk tok...pinjam lok ahh... :p

p nang benala...kengkadang ter-emo lebih2 dlm fb bhy juak.....lamak2 tok kmk pk sbb kmk pun fb pun security berlapis2 bah..ngeh ngeh.....kengkawan kmk ada pelbagai group...e.g ada sigek group 'org tua'...iboh pk jaik...sesapa dlm group tok, sidak sikkan dpt nangga post kmk yg berkaitan game..sbb kmk tauk sangatla annoying kengkadang post camya bg sesetengah org... ;)

p lepas bc post dr someone yg sangat dear ngn kmk tok...wp nya sik tuju directly kat sesapa...kmk ambik pengajaran lah owh....nang effective la lekak d-kerepak... hik hik

ok2....kelak update gik...kmk banyak ambik gamba sakura @ cherry blossom...xla makey slr...pakei hp jak... :p

lak share ngn ktk org kayh... ;)